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so fast, its thursday already.. hehes!
and ii just woke up at 230am =x was feeling tiired so ii took a "nap" at 11+pm. actually wanted to sleep to the following day so morning ii can do some house work since my boy is not here to help me =X yet somehow ii just woke up... to watch dvd =.= jean needs to return it later..
to me, ii always wish my life can be like others.. morning wake up, at night sleep... cos ii know morning can do a lot of things - like eat breakfast! hahas! ii dunt know why but ii prefer breakfast and hi-tea to other meal times. =x however, if ii were to wake up in the morning and sleep at night, the time with my boy will be left with Saturdays.. ii myself knows too that my boy also wants this normal lifestyle but due to his work, he cant. =( so ii hope by age 30, ii can enjoy retirement with my boy and our newly formed family ^^
today, on my way to mp, ii did some thinking.. in fact, ytd after meeting, my mind was already sorting out some stuff in my life... its only today that ii made a decision... ii need to move on in my life now... ii cant disappoint pple or let pple disappoint me and make me stay put... SAP is round the corner.. ii need to be prepared fer it! so yupps! more disappointments in life will now keep me motivated to move on~ =)
today chatted a while with my boy.. he seems busy fer his outfield.. he told me he will be out of reach till later in the evening, ii think... its so funny when he told me that ytd he was the being attacked by enemies and now, it is payback time! =X
army life seems fun.. before ii grew up, ii always dream to be in the military or police force.. cos can always be surrounded by friends, can do those trainings.. hahas! but as ii grow up, ii realised as a female, it can never be easy staying in-camp and doing trainings. girls should know why.. guys will never understand. lols! thus, ii admire those ladies who are going towards that job field.. =)
it is just so amazing how ii managed to see my boy grow up. before army life, he's kind of immature =x after army life, ii realised he really grows up and take pride in whatever he do.. and the biggest change in him is being organised.. "this one must put here, cannot put there" =X as ii always misplace my things, he will always be the one to know where it is. hahas! his temper also improve a lot as he becomes more understanding.. now, the only thing ii dunt like about is he don't dote on me as much as last time le =( ii guess maybe cos he matures so he goes for bigger views of responsibilities like us getting married, getting a house etc.. thus dunt see the need to teng me on minor stuff.. but ii guess this is a good thing too? hahas!
it is also amazing how 2 strangers met, fell in love and form a bonding. how opposites attracts and how my ideal love/lover is just an expectation.
ii wonder how many lovers managed to meet their expectations? how many lovers out there are of similar characteristics? can 2 people share the same love with common characteristics and interests? hmms...
imagine a couple who loves to spend $$, got together.. (they will be broke!) 2 misers fell in love. (they will have lots of $$ but don't know how to enjoy life!) or even 2 computer geeks found love through technology..(ii think they communicates through codes and numbers!) LOLs! wouldnt their lives be boring??? >.<
for me,
ii am generous, my boy is thrifty..
ii am untidy, my boy is neat..
ii am happy-go-lucky, my boy is more of a serious person..
ii am lazy, my boy is hardworking..
ii am a homey person, my boy is outgoing..
ii like to joke but the last person who can catch my joke, will be my boy! (this, ii can never understand why is it so difficult for me to make my boy laugh.. note: it is laugh, not smile! some of my friends say he is serious with me cos he loves me..maybe this is the reason why?) and bcos of this, his play-hard-to-get laughters always never fail to tickle my heart ♥
"what uu think, uu become; what uu do today, affects ur life tomorrow.
uu can slow down in life but never ever allow urself to stay put!
the world is changing everyday. if uu choose to stay put and think uu are what uu are, uu will be a loser of tomorrow's world."
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♥~And I said,
♥♥"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.♥♥
♥♥I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.♥♥
♥♥You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess♥♥
♥♥It's a love story♥♥
- baby just say 'Yes.'~♥
♥~03:13~♥ |
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today's entry will be kept short cos later ii'll have to wake up earlier than usual.
finally ii met shani, a part timer who managed to close a slimming package in her first week! and it was cold market! omg! ii wasnt even able to do that when ii just started.. lols!
anyway, she is a nice girl.. and ii found out that she's a leo =x how come more and more leo pple are starting to step into my life? hahas!!
today's meeting ended early but we waited and waited till its time to go home.. =x
meeting updates were shocking but really exciting! hahas!! and all thanks to that, ii added another 2 more goals into my goal list... =)
my mood was being affected by someone today.. ii almost burst out lo.. but luckily ii remembered henri's words: never get too emotional. so ii tried my very best to curb my emotions. lols! its easy fer me cos ii never really cry or throw tantrums in front of friends since young.. thus, friends who saw me cry b4, are fortunate! hahas!
ii realised that ii admire those pple who can be emo.. cos their face expresses their feelings..
like then smile... not happy just walk away/keep quiet and show a F.up face.. just like my boy.. ^^ hahas! he always put on a cool face if he sees someone he dunt really like =X
ii cant seem to do that cos ii will feel obliged.. whether ii am happy or not, ii will still smile.. unless the person is the one whom ii am angry with, then that person can see me ignore him/her while ii continue to enjoy myself talking/joking with the rest. hahas!
ii will think that if ii were to walk away, how the people hanging out with me feel? ii will be the wetblanket who pulls everyone's mood down lo.. so ii rather stay put and smile~ hahas! (easy to zhong nei shang!)
ok.. end off here.. call my boy then ii slp liaos.. weather so cool... hehes! ^^
Only those who have learned the power of sincere and selfless contribution experience life's deepest joy: true fulfillment. -Tony RobbinsLabels: GRRantings, meaningful stuff, MyLife |
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♥~And I said,
♥♥"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.♥♥
♥♥I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.♥♥
♥♥You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess♥♥
♥♥It's a love story♥♥
- baby just say 'Yes.'~♥
♥~04:24~♥ |
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ii'm so dead! the timing of my blog entries are getting more and more early... =X
been doing some work at home today.. didnt notice the time until damien came to chat with me on msn, ii was so shock to know tt it was already 5am =.=!!
guess ii was engross on thinking and getting inspirations!
well, today was a good day to stay at home...... cos its raining! ahahas! ii took a "short" nap as ii got awaken by jean at 9+am =.=!! so after doing a lil' stuff, drinking s-factor (cos nobody wants mac breakfast), watch 2 episodes of "nan xiong lan di", the weather started to darken. my whole body was worn out. ii layed on my bed feeling so comfortable and cosy. + ii slept on my boy's pillow, so have his smell.. hehes! soon, ii fell aslp.....................................................
my subconscious mind brought me to a place somewhere like snow city but even better! cos it was colder and bigger! (ii.was.feeling.real.cold.as.it.was.raining.heavily.in.reality) ii cant really remembered what happened but it was something like that:
my boy and ii + some others, ii think they're our friends cos ii didnt felt alone with my boy. it was so cold that ii was shivering inside and ii could really feel the cool breeze on my hands in reality.. though it was freezing, we still happily made our way up and reached the submit of a "mountain" where we were supposed to skii down the snow-covered floor.. *wee~*
after that................... ii was brought back to my house, somehow.... ii noticed my boy walking into our room while fiddling with his new N97 (white)! ii am not sure why but ii got annoyed.. maybe cos he bought the phone without telling me? hahas! ii ignored him and walked straight into the toilet.. he knew ii was annoyed so he stood outside the toilet and kept asking why am ii angry.. ii got pissed off that ii stormed out of the toilet and we started quarrelling.. ii dunt know what was the quarrel all about but in reality, ii was really feeling annoyed while ii'm asleep! =x after some time, he gave in and said the phone's for me.. yet, ii still didn't feel happy at all.. hahas! maybe cos my desire fer N97 is not that high yet.. lols!
2 dreams.. and it was evening time liaos... so happy that ii dreamt of him though the later dream wasn't a good dream at all, am still happy! xD
anyway, did any of uu ever dream something which left an impact, so much that when uu wake up, uu're feeling like what uu dreamt?
ii have leis =x ii still remember a time when ii dreamt of something so heartbreaking, (forget what was it about.) ii woke up with my heart aching so much that ii can really cry.... (the tear was ready to gush out)
dreams are interesting right? ii can never phantom them..
ok! so much said.. got to slp liaos... later need to go out until late at night then reach home (as usual) couldnt felt much excitement even though ii know tonight's meeting will have some shocking updates.. hmms.. guess ii need to learn to hype myself up more...
If you can imagine it, you can achieve it;
if you can dream it, you can become it. =)
-William Arthur Ward
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♥~And I said,
♥♥"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.♥♥
♥♥I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.♥♥
♥♥You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess♥♥
♥♥It's a love story♥♥
- baby just say 'Yes.'~♥
♥~05:58~♥ |
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after a night with him, he's back to his camp at the other end of singapore, again.. =(
well, enjoyed my night with him last night and thank God fer the cosy day cos ii can see him cuddling in our cosy nest, watching his TV again. hehes!
nothing much fer today. basically cos we were spending quality time together chatting. ii felt so in love again! ♥
anyway, ii have been searching fer a good spa place to go to in singapore. hopefully this weekend can go cos next weekend need to attend a 2 days course.. that leaves me with 3 weekends to go~ x_X
*will.it.turn.out.better.than.my.expectations?*
last chatted on the phone with my boy (before he sleeps.)
we chatted on a topic which kept me thinking till just now. forgotten what we chatted before we linked to this topic. i'd just type what ii remember:
JK: it will be estimated 4-5years later after our family pop out another baby. cos ii dunt think kenny and sihui will come out another baby at this time. As a mother, ii feel that the best should be given to her child. so after chloe have all the best stuff, then she may consider giving birth to another. thats what ii think la.. then fer us, it is also not so soon cos we havent earn enough to give our child the best childhood he/she can have.
JC: not necessary to earn a lot then can have a baby ma.. what we can afford to give then we give lo.. pple poor still give birth to so many kids.
JK: Yupps. so do uu consider urself having a good childhood last time?
JC: ok la. better than some other kids.
JK: ya lo.. we are more fortunate if we think of poorer kids. but dun't uu prefer to have better childhood like those of a more well-off families kids do?
JC: ya. so must earn more $$$ lo.
JK: and we need to really plan before starting a family lo.. cos ii dunt want my child to be like me or uu.. at least we can do our very best to give them what they need and a better childhood, right? ^^
ii know sometimes life is unpredictable. but it is always good to plan ahead so in case something crops up, at least still not so bad. ever since ii started to tend to worry more about my future, ii have been thinking of this liaos..
how much is enough? enough is enough when uu stop asking "how much" ?
last time ii used to have a thinking - get married with my boy, start a family, be happy. thats it! its so easy. however since after ii started to interact with more and more pple and play The Sims 1,2 & 3, ii realised that life is not so simple as it is. ii can be happy but will the kids be happy if ii cant give them what they need? (notice: it is need, not want.) the world is ever-changing and the value of money seems to depreciate each year. pple are getting smarter all thanks to technology. thus, being a child now can never be as naive as compared to our parents' generation le.. so imagine how's it like fer our next generation?
take a minute and think abt it ba.. ii've already sorted mine out liaos.. so should all of uu too. lols!
(note: this is merely what ii think abt fer my life. uu may not think this way. =)Labels: MyLife, PennilessThoughts |
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♥~And I said,
♥♥"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.♥♥
♥♥I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.♥♥
♥♥You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess♥♥
♥♥It's a love story♥♥
- baby just say 'Yes.'~♥
♥~02:26~♥ |
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now its 5th of July!
so HAPPY BIRTHDAY Ms Leong YL!!
ahahas! dunt know uu'll read this ma..better read cos dunt waste my time typing =x *jk*
today, last day of june sales month.. am happy ii didnt gave up and also thankful to henri fer thinking of ways to make me hit a bigger pay cheque. hehes! *satisfied but not enuff!*
been taking everything easy fer 1month+ and now, time to move on!!
planning to go on a trip with my boy, hopefully on our 6years anniversary. and its just 2 months away~ so need to earn more to spend more during our trip.. hehes!
*am.looking.forward.my.boy^^*
today met up with andrea fer her review. not bad results girl! jia you! next month ur successful testimony will be the best bday present uu give to urself =D
left mp at 5+pm then went aljunied to meet my boy. oh my! he looks so.. different! iszit cos ii never see him fer almost a week? ii felt happy and yet, strange =x hahas!
headed to mirama hotel fer dinner.. the serving of food was damn slow.. slow until everyone felt full and no momentum to eat on the 3/4th dish =.= stood all the way there till 9+pm, 10pm.. then headed to my dad's place.. reach home 12+am liaos x_X
okies! enuff of blogging, ii want to offline le. tmr go suntec~
"Someone should tell us, right at the start of our lives, that we are dying. There we might live life to the limit, every minute of every day. DO it! I say. Whatever you want to do,do it now!
There are only so many tomorrows." -By Michael Landon
(ii.love.the.sentence.in.bold!)Labels: birthdays, meaningful stuff, MyLife, WorkingLife |
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♥~And I said,
♥♥"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.♥♥
♥♥I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.♥♥
♥♥You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess♥♥
♥♥It's a love story♥♥
- baby just say 'Yes.'~♥
♥~02:43~♥ |
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