Tell me who can i turn to?

I feel so depress now and i dunt wanna bother anyone with my sorrows. Although i know its only 1 week left, my endurance is getting to its bottom pit. I cant leave yet cant do without them. Tell me, how can i make myself feel better?

I have NEVER cried this much in my entire 27 years of life! And to say 1 more week to go is just to tell myself to endure through. In actual fact, it is ANOTHER 2 MORE WEEKS!!

IHATETHISSOMUCHIWANNADIE!
Yet i need to be strong for my family and jovynn. I guess jovynn is my only happiness and the source of my motivation to carry on living.