haiz.. quarrels.ain't.fun!!

haiz.. wtf.. stupid com.. stupid internet.. stupid me.. just wished ii didnt exists..!! nobody care mahs.. ii thiink if 1 day ii'm really gone,no one will really noticed bahs..

bad day last night!! cried till ii slept?? anyone noticed?? nope bahs.. he wunt even care.. hais.. was so happy b4 that.. planned go eat ice-cream.. been wanting to eat ice-cream since a week plus or so.. hais.. so happy when he said okies.. but in the end we quarrelled.. but not really quarrel lahs.. maybe cold war?? he ignored me ytd.. while ii was crying under my blankky.. he knows mahs?? ii dunt think so.. hais~~ kk.. all my stupid fault.. thot that being true to uu was good.. 2 yrs + still no trust.. no security.. then what's the point.. told him lers.. hais.. we still like that..

talking abt care.. ii thiink ii'm starting to live a new life again.. a life where ii'll just hack everything.. time passes by.. my life will be so vague.. so vague till ii wunt even rmb what ii've been doing.. days are not so impt to me lers.. anyway nth lasts forever mahs.. hais..

what am ii blogging now?? ii dunt even know.. he dunt want to meet me lers.. sads.. heartbroken.. heart pain.. wanna cry.. but does he care?? hais.. ii dunt know.. maybe.. maybe not.. if he happens to read my blog again.. maybe he'll care?? maybe we'll start another quarrell.. hais.. hard to say.. dunt predict the future.. cos my future is bland..!!

oohs ya.. sp sent me my dae thingy.. asking me to go retake maths and science.. hais.. forget it lors... ii also dunt care lers.. just let it be.. ite then ite lors..