hais.. ii'm bored.. just got home from tm.. watched death note 2 with ande and li ying.. seems like it's a better movie than cursed of the golden flower.. at least, ii didnt fell asleep.. *yawns*

real bored at home and ii'm rotting.. soon.. just like every other school vacations.. ^^
cooped up at home playing NFS Carbon.. wasnt as great as playing it in psp. but ii managed to complete all the territories except 1.. gotta complete the game soon b4 focusing on children of mana.. games games games... other than games,where will uu find fun in life?? z_Z

ii'm siick and tiired~~ my heart's a lil' stuffy.. s.s gib me more exciting games pls.. ii'm addicted!!

well, didnt meet up with my bf these 2 days.. cos of the bad weather.. when will it stop?? *hmm*

think of going *** soon.. =x

Christmas 2006

celebrated christmas with my bf.. =)

but as usual, it wasnt smooth.. cos ii left house late and we're supposed to watch night at the museum at 130pm.. but luckily the show havent start when we reached there lahs.. =)

thanks dear fer bringing me to see such a hilarious movie. =) though it's ur 2nd time watching.. hahas!!

then we left tm to go bugis.. he wanted to check out my phone.. but all out of stock!! singapore island-wide NO STOCK!! unless uu go wulu wulu shops lahs.. then have but ii dunt think it'll last.. lols!! went bugis to take prints then decided to go paya lebar again cos ytd we saw have.. just that ytd my bf lost my hp then last 10 minutes ask me to drag my girls go city plaza buy.. -_-!! shops close lers lors.. luckily today can buy dao.. if not.... heh heh.. ii use my 7610 lors.. it's ok =) cos ii rather wait for the next shipment then go authorised starhub or singtel shops buy than to go those ah beng store buy "kong ji" not trusted by me mahs.. =z

so @paya lebar have.. bought liaos, we're late fer our 2nd movie, cursed of the golden flower.. real late..30-45 minutes leis.. but luckily behind got 2 empty seats so we sat there lors.. and.. 1st time ii'm saying,the movie was boring.. =x ii slept thru some parts.. hahas!! only when jay fought thru the palace then nice.. lols!! think that was when ii'm wide awake!! =P

after which,we head down to my bf's workplace, tian di wu xian.. he left my christmas present there.. then ask me go see see how nightclub look like cos today not alot of pple. so it's alright.. then ii realised that all the girls there,not in uniform, are "xiao jie" or "mammi" -_-!! and ii went there.. lols!! ii even heard 1 guy call out to a xiao jie when she walked past him at the car park : wei, bu ji de wo le ar? then the girl look at him gong gong.. hahas!! flirty chi go pek!! s_S

k lahs.. so these are what my bf gave me fer christmas.. pls dunt xian mu.. ii'm fortunate ii know.. =) thanks dear.. MUACKS!!!

Merry Merry Christmas!!

20 minutes before christmas :

met up with Jess, hy and the usual.. but this christmas.. really very lonely.. only got :
Jess, Jess fiance, Jess dunt know who.. =x Hongyi, Hongyi's bf , Hong chuan and me lors..
Liying went to meet Sherry so didnt came.. Amelia also dunt know go where.. so left us.. but still, it was fun.. =)

went to fisherman's village cos D'Marque didnt open.. *sads*
drank vodka lime, play games.. then we started spraying each other with party string.. hahas!! at 12 midnight of cos.!! that was the fun part ii guess.. hahas!! cos ii was a lil' high liaos.. =x but not drunk lahs hy!! ii drunk, my face will damn red de.. =) hahas!!

we shall see on new year eve yeah?? ^^

Pics, PiCs and MORE PICS!!!

wee kwang, hongyi, hongchuan and joycelyn =)

Party strings - A Must fer Christmas and New Year =) *Spray spray spray~~*trings - A Must fer Christmas and New Year =) *Spray spray spray~~*

hongyi, hongchuan and joycelyn ^^

the result of me feeling a lil' high.. s_S

naughty naughty pull my ears.. =(

: the 4 girls : hongyi-hongchuan-jessica-joycelyn :

the 2 jks : Joycelyn Koh - Jessica Koh

am ii right? =x

HELP~~!!! ii'm being abused!! *wahahas* =P

look @ what hongyi's drinking!!! hongchuan and my new drink invention

vodka lime + party string + tissue paper =x

colourful ehs.. =P attractive right?? must try.. =)

[ thanks jess and gang fer making my eve a fun day!! hang out soon =) ]

merry christmas

EVE :
went to meet ande, li ying, azure and shu zhen.. at paya lebar.. was lucky that my bf accompanied me fer half a day.. =)
so,met up with ande and li ying first cos they're at tamp.. as usual,ii'm late.. =x hahas.. we exchanged gifts in the train x_X hahas!!
reached paya lebar.. cos they want to play pool.. apparently, we stood there the whole day.. o,O *sots right??* ande was so engross in pool lors.. we 3 no mood to play lers.. she still wanna play.. z_Z
my bf went off half way cos got to work.. and then we left grandlink at around 815pm. then head to singpost to eat @ KFC and met up with shuzhen there cos she dunt wanna play pool.. anyway, glad that uu girls like my gifts fer uu.. =) it proved that ii have taste.. hahas!! and ii like ur gifts fer me too.. =D

was a bad day cos it rained and dear lost my hp?? =( but it's the photo on the back of my hp that ii was concerned most.. *sads* but thanks girls fer comforting me.. *hais*

photos fer that day :

leftest: the wind blew so misty~~

left: the wind stopped so it's clearer. =X hahas!!

(ii'm LOST ^^)

the 5 of us.. yupps. =)

as usual,1st pic (leftest) is always not nice.. x,X

try squeezing 5 girls in a photo.. hahas!!

best is sit in the middle like me.. or be like shu zhen, the camera girl.. hahas!! =P

Li ying & Shu zhen
(& dunt know whose head. =x zhen zi??)

the 2 (A)s :
Azure & Ande

(left: ii know ii'm extra.. no one wants to take pic with me so ii add on to their pic lors.. hahas!! kidding.. =P )












Their gifts fer me.. =)


Garfield cushion sit - Azure
DS game Children of Mana - Ande & Li ying
Me to you cup - Shu zhen


Love them lots!!!
thanks girls fer the gifts and fer making it an enjoyble day. ^^

ii miss uu

this week meet ups with my bf only 1 time.. sians.. like his army life?? OMG!! ii hate this.. but tian bu zhuo mei.. kept raining.. =(

then christmas eve.. he suay.. got to work.. ii'm alone.. luckily plan fer eve liaos.. guess it'll be fun bahs.. but wunt be that happy cos uu're not here celebrating like every yr we used to celebrate.. =( christmas christmas.. we shall enjoy er ren shi jie on christmas bahs.. ii hope.. x_X

had a great day ytd though.. met up with ande.. she didnt work cos of smth.. didnt dare talk wrong thing scared she'll burst out.. and she almost did ii think.. ii can see lors.. just pretend not to only.. =P

anyway,thanks girl fer going down to bugis to check smth and made me wait at tam huh.. but ii know its fer this sunday.. lols!! thanks so much!! but really.. anything will do de.. =) enjoy playing pool with me ehs.. newbie pro!! ^^

bored Bored BORED!!!

bored and it's raining!!!

didnt really wanted to sign up fer maxisurf today cos tmr will be going to meet dear.. then waste a few hrs never online.. hais.. but hand itchy so go sign up.. ii wanna play other things instead of maple and msn and listen to the same songs over and over again. (ii put random but it seems to be shuffling thru the same songs) -_-!!

maxisurf.. ii found something good abt it just today.. =x upgraded from 4000kbps to 6000kbps.. and when ur signed up days are over, uu cant log in to internet explorer but uu can get connected in msn and maplestory.. lols!! =x

was really really bored with maple lers.. no one to play with.. in delphinus,so little pple.. -_-zZz
so signed up fer maxisurf.. ii'm sorry my dear.. ii cant resist.. =(






it's our 39months anniversary.. can uu believe it?? =x thanks my dear fer letting our love continue and grow.. stronger.. ^-^ ii will still continue to love uu.. even though we have obstacles.. overcomed/yet to be overcomed..

happy holiday-ing~!!!

went sch today at 10am?? took bus 17 as usual.. looking at people standing at the bus stops.. and........ ii saw him?? ya ii think.. he's still the same.. just fat a lil' ii think. =x but his hair still as soft as ever.. sians.. too bad he didnt board the bus?? or should ii say ii'm lucky.. hahas..
k lahs.. it's passe just that recalling back the past was inevitable..

holidays liaos.. ii'm slacking again.. while others are working,earning lots of $$.. =x not looking forward to holidays but at the same time, not eager to get back to sch too!! ii dunt know what ii want in life now.. so it's like back to last year where ii live as day passes?? hmms.. *sighs*

slept in the afternoon cos it's cozy thus leaving my bf alone, building his beach resort in the com.. -_-!! so sorry my dear.. woke uu up then left uu alone.. hees.. ii know ii'm mean.. that's what everyone says.. =PpP ii'm forever tiired and sleepy~~ and so, be my understanding bf bahs.. love uu lots!! *mwacks*

**holidays = time 2 slack**

Twinkle (Feat.Kumi Koda)

Twinkle Twinkle Can't You See
Need You Need You [But] Let You Go

Somebody Said To Me That Life Is A Mystery
And That You Never Know
What's Out There I'll Be Waiting For You
Everything Is Meant To Happen
To Write A Story Of Life

Even When You Are So Alone
Even When You
Are So Afraid With This Loneliness
You'll Be Alright
'Cuz It Will Lead Your Way

Come On Twinkle
Why Don't You Clap Your Hands
Just Open Your Door
For The Better Tomorrow And
Play Your Own Life
Like You're A Movie Star
Don't You Know That We're All Dreamers

Twinkle Twinkle Can't You See
Need You Need You [But] Let You Go

The Future's In Your Hands
And Here's The Map Showing The Way
To Find Yourself Again
A Part Of You We Never Knew
Tell Yourself It'll Be Alright To Give Up
And Swallow Your Pride

Belive In Yourself Don't Be Afraid
All Your Worries Will Go Away Because
You Will Fight To Win Your Life
With Strength To Carry On

Come On Twinkle
Why Don't You Clap Your Hands
Just Open Your Door
For The Better Tomorrow And
Play Your Own Life
Like You're A Movie Star
Don't You Know That We're All Dreamers

Suddenly The Sadness Took My Soul
Away Like A Rain On Perfect Day
But Let Me Go And Live My Life

Come On Twinkle
Why Don't You Clap Your Hands
Play Your Own Life
Like You're A Movie Star

Come On Twinkle
Why Don't You Clap Your Hands
Just Open Your Door
For The Better Tomorrow And
Play Your Own Life
Like You're A Movie Star
Don't You Know That We're All Dreamers
And We Walk Out The Door Dreamers

Twinkle Twinkle Can't You See
Need You Need You [But] Let You Go [x3]

wo0ho0~!!!

it's finally over and done with.. our roleplay.. although we're having fun there,laughing till face red but....... it SUCKS!! dunt want to elaborate more on it lers.. v_v

ytd supposed to be memorising my script for today's role play but was stuck to exploring my ipod after SO many months.. ii wanna figure out how to put in movies.. and finally ii knew how.. convert the format!! -_-!!! dear told me at first.. ii didnt believe cos ipod can auto convert songs format mahs.. but not movies.. sians.. so have to d/l the ipod conversion program.. finally and really finally, ii managed to upload.. happy feet and deja vu.. brought to school to watch but kept being interrupted.. -_-!! it's so ****!!! =x

dunt know what's the purpose of going to sch for the last 3 days lers.. but have to at least be in school tmr cos passing felicia's her present.. wonder what she got fer me?? *hmms*

oh ya.. changed my mv cos it's christmas season.. wanna liven up my blog a bit.. it's been gloomy for days/months.. =x nice song yeah??

in holidaying mood right now.. ii wanna play maple again.. who's willing to acc me chiong maple to lvl50 by this mth?? =x ii wanna get delphinus bandannas!! ='(

looking >>>>> to Christmas!!

罗志祥 - 好朋友

像两首节拍不同的歌
却又同时被爱情合奏
旋律勉强着

愉快不能够假装快乐
你心中有宽阔的天空
等空气还稀薄

曾经因为等待会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我

你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉 你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞

如果爱情是五线谱
我只希望用全音符
吟唱出爱上你
那完整的幸福

当你的心没有耳朵
即使我为你唱这歌
你也只看见我哭了

你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉 你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心还会不会寂寞

曾经因为等待会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我

你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉 你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心
HO 还会不会寂寞

你说我是你最好的朋友
却不应该再拥抱着
你对错 你冷漠
你使我放开双手
不在乎我的心
会永远更寂寞
呜。。

many thanks

didn't knew azure actually remembered my blog link.. o.O
is my link easier to remember than my hp no?? =x
luckily never write bad things about her.. x_X
anyway,thanks girl fer that sincere remembrance.. o,O
Sign up maxisurf soon.. then can chat.. hehes.. 6000kbps wors.. =X

especially thanks to ande fer ytd (7/12/2006) =)

let's jia you fer our upcoming roleplay!!




quietly mending my heart..
it's dead..
thanks fer that..
uu're the only one who can revive it..

my emo's getting worst!!

ii cried.. ii just did!! didnt imagined ii'll cry in front of them.. ii tried holding back my tears.. bit and clasped my heart tight, trying not to let those tears flow.. like what ii always did when ii'm not left alone.. but this time,it seems just too difficult for me to control those raging tears from flowing.. hais.. MY HEART ACHES TERRIBLY!!!!

it seems that this problem have been going on for almost 2 weeks.. but ii've yet solve it.. was it my fault?? maybe.. but no one understands!! ii doubt he will even if ii told him.. he'll flare up instead!! hais.. ii wanted so much to let him know.. but ii cant.. who can help me??? NO ONE!!!

it's all bottled up in my heart, once again, hoping things to turn out fine or rather, am ii running away from problems again??

ii just hope ii wunt be shedding tears under my pillow and let him see the down side of me when he reach home later.. he'll probe, he WILL!! Oh God!! Pls, help me.. ii'm going berserk soon!!

got to turn in soon.. if not ande will niam me never slp early liaos.. tmr still got sch.. sians!! no mood but no choice.. it's a contract signed!! -_-

Energy & Milk??

wanted to post energy's blog long ago but been very lazy to cut and paste their link to mine..










well, here's for all Energy's fans out there.. if uu happened to come across my blog.
there's a picture of Energy and Milk in kunda's recent updates.. and ii wondered why milk want to take photo with them.. shouldnt he be guilty?? =x ii dunt know.. but ii kind of starting to detest Milk lers.. why he left Energy saying he wanted to settle down for his dance studio.. and now, came out a solo album commenting that he's not used to not being in the music industry and going back to Energy will not make things better cos Energy has plans for 3 persons as a group lers.. -_-!! isn't that obvious?? or is he money minded?? cos going solo earns much more than joining a group.. ii dunt know.. but this isnt the way to treat ur friends or those who believed in uu and supported uu when uu make a decision to quit from the music industry right??

hais.. sads.. but ya.. i'll still continue to support Energy even if kunda left?? =x maybe.. hahas!!
FYI,if uu go to the home page of their main blog, uu can see other singers' blog there too.. enjoy surfing but ii'll just link luo zhi xiang's bloggy too cos he's one of my fav.. =)

P.S : Thanks a lot to liying and hongyi.. guess u're the only ones here.. ii'm alot better lers.. just preferred last time than now.. anyway, hope to see both of uu at dte on christmas eve with the usual group?? hahas...

looking forward to christmas!! but ii've yet to buy christmas gifts for the 5 of them.. and it seems like ande and liying (ong lai) knows what to buy fer me after scouting my presents for weeks!! lols!! thanks fer the efforts, girls!!

ii'M DYING!!!!

ii NEED MOTIVATION!!!

ii'm LOSING MY INTERESTS IN SCHOOL.......

ii Dun't See the NEED to Go to school ANYMORE!! =(

HATE ME FOR ALL UU WANT!!
I KNOW I'VE CHANGE.. LAZY, NO LIMITS, DOING STUFFS PPLE HATE..
THAT'S ME!!

ii no longer want to be the girl who acts like a clown,making pple laugh.. cos ii dunt see the point..
where are they when ii needed someone to cheer me up?? ii know ii've disappointed some of them..
but ya.. sorry..
i'm a LONER!!
LEAVE ME ALONE!!!


ANTI-SOCIALISM ROCKS!!!