GRRGH

if there's anyone ii hate right now,it'll be YOU!!!! ii hate hating uu.. ii dunt wish to... cos we're supposed to be close just like others.. but too bad,we aren't...

ii just dunt like the way uu can just dunt care.. just say it and i'll stop bothering...!

anyway,it's not my intention to call uu.. ii didnt want to call uu either... there's a gap there which ii cant seem to cross over... so ii'd rather not put uu into my life.. or maybe uu'll just stand 0.01% of yourself in my mind... ii think...

at least,without uu,ii wunt be that bad too... bcos ii've came to realise that the person ii depend on now is him... and not uu.. sad right? cos uu're no longer important in my life right now..

ii really hate to say all this.. but everytime ii'm forced to call uu,my heart will just end up in flames.. and maybe tears when uu're not in a gd mood and end up scolding me...

hais.. ii just dunt know why our relationship is like that... and to make things better,ii think ii'll never call uu again till the day uu prove me uu still care... which is less likely to happen..


what type of family environment uu grow up in,uu'll end up living differently from the rest.. it's true.. if uu have a good family environment,cherish it.. before it's too late..




*sunday : not pinning much hope that he'll give me... but ii believe without him,ii can still be happy... he doesnt seem to care.. so why must ii??*

*the him is not referring to uu, my dear,just in case uu happen to read my entry.. it'll never be uu =)*