ii'm sorry my beloved bobei =(

suay lors... tio presentation on tuesday!!!! and it's from 3pm-4pm!!!! -grrr~-
so f***ed up now...
feel so useless lahs... cos my bday ii expect him to take off... die also must take off...
plus he planned a great bday celebration fer me this yr....
yet....
ii cant skip sch on his bday....
ii cant carry out my plan fer him on his bday...
ii cant give him a happy bday...
ii feel so inferior.. =(

ii'm a bad gf.... never will be a gd wife...
yet ii expect more from him than what ii can give him...
-sighs-

there's nothing much ii can do except saying endless sorries to him...
& hoping that 7 Aug 2007 (tues) he'll be happy like any of his other bdays...
even if he decided to celebrate w/out me....

ii cant expect anymore from him...
my bad =(