Thoughts fer this moment -

- missing uu right now my dear.. =( -

- feeling quite moody just now lahs -

- if ii stopped talking to uu = ii give up lers..

just hope uu will know that we really care... *sigh* -

- playing GE right now.. re-train my wiz... stupid gab lvl30 liaos.. zzz... and johnson almost same as me... how come ii train so slow sias...?? tell me why?? ^^ -

- tmr gab dunt feel like gg sch... guess me too? =X -

- sians.. ii want to sleep liaos... but waiting fer my boii to reach home.. ^^ -

- ii'm hungry =( -

ii hate sch!!!

ii'm GONNA FAIL my AA CA LATER...!!!!

it's a SURE thing cos ii didnt study...

only did 1 practice paper on partnership...

and really dunt know how to do goodwill..

zzz.. sians..

no mood to study...

really no mood...!!!

ARRGHS!!!

† God Bless Me.. Amen!! †

Friends...

friendships dunt last... it's true... at least that's what ii felt lahs...

hyprocrites,backstabbers... whatever whatever.. ii'm not going to be bothered... zzz

cos ii'm never a good friend and ii dunt expect them to be good to me too...

-The End-

take the test

try the friend test on the left...

it's quite difficult... so.... rake yer minds a bit harder.... =P

hurhurr~~

My Birthday's Over... ~hurhurr~

All ii wanna say is thanks thanks and thanks....

thanks fer those who wished me happy bday...
thanks fer those who rmbered but didnt wish me..
thanks fer those who know me but ferget my bday too... =P ^hahas!^
special thanks to clementea(kor kor) and sally to go help my bf run errands.. =X
and many many lovely thanks to my greatest bf fer making my this 20th birthday a birthday i'll NEVER EVER FORGET!!! =)

fer the 1st time,ii didnt plan fer my bday... it's all up to him and ii just play along.. =)
overall rating fer that bday plan fer him is.... 90% =P hahas!!! (uu know why my boii.. =P)

19May2007(sat)

woke up at around 2+pm... booked movie tickets fer 28 Weeks Later at Tiong Bahru Plaza... he was busy hogging onto his k800i fer the whole day.. -_-!! ii knew he was up to no good lahs... saw his brother at tiong bahru bk with sally.. =X then they kept leaving me alone.. =( but sally blurted out some hint... heh heh.. ii knew part of the plan lers.. only didnt know which ktv he plans to go... ii tot was at his nightclub... ii was like : OMG!!! ii'm wearing skirt.. =X hahas!!
but after movie,he said wanted to go orchard toilet.. then head to heeren shop aimlessly cos most shops were closed.. =X then we went kbox to sing.. from 11-4am cos his bro know the pple there... and he ordered martell.. but within 1hr,he abit drunk lers.. lols!! cos sally kept adding martell to his cup when he's not looking.. =X then played dice... and ii think ii was the only one singing.. =X his bro sang tao ze songs,so nice lors... not kidding... really like he's concert like that sias.. lols!!! at midnight,sally went to take my bf pre-order the famous amos cookie to represent as cake.. heng ah... if not,his bro sure play cake de.. hahas!! well,ii tot it was cake too.. =X followed up,something happened... ii cried... (touched till cry) hehes.. can uu imagine ii cry...? ii cant sias.. lols!! not gonna reveal what happened.. hehes =P

we sang till 2+am then left lers.. so wasted lors.. still got 2hrs more.. -_-!! cant believe how come last time go sing k with yl they all, 4hrs not enuff,this time sing k,sing till no more songs to sing still left 2hrs plus.. -_-!! and 1-half jug of coke and 3/4 martell.. =X really cant believe sias...

anyway, ii still wanna say :

BIG THANK YOUs TO MY BELOVED BOYFRIEND, MR LEW JIANCONG!!! =D

fer making that moment so special... ^,^*

20May2007

we went to watch blades of glory at ps... then went home cos everyone's waiting fer me...
thanks my mum fer buying 2 chilli crabs fer me.. =)
thanks min fer the birthday book and my room decorations..
thanks jean fer coming all the way down though monday uu got sch and uu need rush back to yishun...
thanks wayn and my bro fer coming home early.. =)

thanks everyone.... ^^

things that happened :
funny thing : was everyone who wants to find me,called to my bf's hp no... hahas!!
sad thing : got costing ca on monday so ii cant enjoy on sunday =(
amazing thing : went to sch on monday despite seating fer the ca unprepared.. =X
difference b/w this and every bday ii celebrated : ii didnt call any of my friends out to celebrate.. especially hy and ly.. like we used to.. sorry.... =( prepare fer next yr big party surprise.. wahahas!!! =P

^,^*ii begin to like <<不顧一切的愛>> [Bu Gu Yi Qie De Ai] more and more..* ^,^

GRRGH

if there's anyone ii hate right now,it'll be YOU!!!! ii hate hating uu.. ii dunt wish to... cos we're supposed to be close just like others.. but too bad,we aren't...

ii just dunt like the way uu can just dunt care.. just say it and i'll stop bothering...!

anyway,it's not my intention to call uu.. ii didnt want to call uu either... there's a gap there which ii cant seem to cross over... so ii'd rather not put uu into my life.. or maybe uu'll just stand 0.01% of yourself in my mind... ii think...

at least,without uu,ii wunt be that bad too... bcos ii've came to realise that the person ii depend on now is him... and not uu.. sad right? cos uu're no longer important in my life right now..

ii really hate to say all this.. but everytime ii'm forced to call uu,my heart will just end up in flames.. and maybe tears when uu're not in a gd mood and end up scolding me...

hais.. ii just dunt know why our relationship is like that... and to make things better,ii think ii'll never call uu again till the day uu prove me uu still care... which is less likely to happen..


what type of family environment uu grow up in,uu'll end up living differently from the rest.. it's true.. if uu have a good family environment,cherish it.. before it's too late..




*sunday : not pinning much hope that he'll give me... but ii believe without him,ii can still be happy... he doesnt seem to care.. so why must ii??*

*the him is not referring to uu, my dear,just in case uu happen to read my entry.. it'll never be uu =)*

Days Of My Life

okies... i've tried Dance... not bad lahs.. easier than audi... ii think... but not as fun as audi? cos auditioners mostly come from sg,mlysia... etc.... whereas dance players are from usa.. -_-!! cos us server... so they dunt usually chat in eng.. -_-!! which is a shame lahs.. ii think.. =X

will be damn bored lahs.. ii bought cake mania... and my mum took it to play.. -_-!! what's the best mother's day present? as stated in the news, a game console... laptop or desktop.. zzzz... dunt ever give them that... they'll get addicted like my mum!!! lols!! well,she's been addicted to nds games fer months.. and she told me once that wayn's friend's mother bought nds fer her kids and the mother ended up playing it.. -_-zz ii think ii'm gonna be like my mum in future?? like mother,like daughter?? =x ii tot she was soo glued to lost in blue lahs.. (a stupid survival game.. ii just wouldnt know how to play and wunt survive pass 3 days.. =S) and then the cake mania she preferred to play in com.. cos screen bigger.. wth??

anyway,got mother's day dinner tmr... ii gotta rush thru my homeworks.. [the consequence of not turning up fer sch fer so many days... =( ]

My Gaming Life

currently waiting to finish downloading Dance... it's taking ages... ii've already downloaded 4 psp games and that download still not done yet... =( ii wanna play Dance... it's like ddr.. 'cept in the pc way... but ii guess ii wouldnt have chance to play bahs.. it's the 3rd time ii'm d/l-ing it..

1st: halfway through,connection error.. -_-!!

2nd: setup corrupted -_-!!!

3rd: (now) taking ages.. ii just hope this will work out fine...



to those playing audition, uu all should really try playing Dance.. see the screenshots: ^^

Relax and chill in the room ^^

-=getting ready to play Dance=-

this is how it is played (",)

congrats on my 9D demon character fer reaching RL3 (lvl51) hehes... lvl-ing at this stage is slow.. but not as slow as maple.. =x countdown to another 9 lvls before reaching FD1... ii want to equip new saber =D





well, didnt went sch fer 2 days lers... despite my attendance is already so low.. =x dear's quite upset abt me skipping sch... and my mum's calling me lazy, the laziest bum in her hse... -_-!! well, my interest in studying is really deteriorating... but ii cant quit.. unless he is willing to make me as a tai tai lahs.. =x which ii know it wunt happened.. so ii chose studying.. working will be in the later part of my life.. =P



ii must go sch tmr!!!!!

looking >>>> to friday... meeting my bf.. =) to him : ii wanna go yishun buy ds games ok?? =p

Days Of My Life

bought sims life stories... =) yeahs!! thanks my bf fer that... ii lost my sims2 pc-rom fer too long.. =( yet he still bought sims life stories fer me.. so happy lahs!! bought 1 converse jacket too.. cos promotion... hehes!! =) but ii want the slingbag too... it's nicer than my current de.. =( *sads* shouldnt have bought it so fast.. *regret regret* anyway,he didnt know cos ii didnt told him... he'll scold.. ii guess... =X cos ii'm always buying without thinking... it's my biggest mistake...

anyway.... envious lahs... sjab was in music in the air programme.. and their guest : cai ming you.. OMG!!! so good lors... he's so cute... why didnt they organise this type of activities in my sec sch life sia?? hais...




ii'm currently into : the sims life stories, 9Dragons, maple, and audition..
waiting to play : dance..


gonna try out dance.. =) waiting... and so many games to play.. ii really dunt feel like going to sch... =( ii really hope so... *play.with.me*