-=where's.my.future=-

lately,ii've been thinking about my future but just couldnt figure it out..

all bcos of "1 litre of tears" =.=!!
it set me thinking about my life seriously... 1 sick girl so ping ming.. ii'm here wasting my healthy days away.. but seriously,ii dunt really know what ii want.
- ii dunt want to be tai tai cos ii know my bf will never support me and ii dunt want myself to end up like my mummy. -=sighs=-
- ii dunt wanna work.. cos if ii work now, the maximum salary ii can get is $1K++ per month bahs... and that's not enuff lors... transportation already how much le. =(
-ii wanna study but dunt know whether my father will support or not. -=sighs=-
-if ii study,ii dunt even know which course to take nor do ii even know whether my motivation will last fer that period. =.=!!

if only ii'm a guy,ii wunt be worrying now ii guess cos ii'll be in NS.. 2yrs later then decide my route of life again.. lols!!!

if only someone's willing to help me figure this out... ii'll be worry-free. wahahas!!

ii envy those who have their paths figured out.. at least, their motivations towards their goal last longer than a person who doesnt have goals - like me =(