Ytd night went to watch High School Musical 3 with jean, johnson, min, my brother, benjamin and their 2 gaming friends at E!hub.. we watched the 1115pm slot... my mood wasnt that good le... but never mind... still did enjoy the show =)

TODAY!!!!
ii'm now at HIS house just bcos he wants me to go over.. so ok.. ii go... now, ii'm LEFT ALONE IN THE LIVING ROOM!! he just left me like that without asking if ii need to be accompanied!! oh well, at least ii still have this lappy...
this is the 2nd BIG incident he have made me unhappy today...
The 1st was Much More Worst!!! and ii cried bcos of it... and still am tearing in my heart now. but he didnt even notice or gave a damn.. =(

the 1st incident:
we planned to go and have our hair cut together at loyang point... when we reached outside the hair salon, he just ask me to accompany my mum till his hair cut finish.. ii was like WTF??!! ii should be the one to cut my hair first bcos ii'm a girl and a girl usually takes a longer time to finish cutting their hair... so ii just walked in with him and said,as he sat down (happily) "uu dunt want me to cut my hair iszit?" and ii just walk away.. (my heart hurts!! it does!!)
So ii went to find my mum but ii had to hold back my tears!!
and he called soon after, asking me to go back to the salon... ok.. ii went... and saw him chatting happily with the 2 salon girls.. IDIOT!!
at first, ii was thinking: why should ii have bothered to go back to the same salon?? ii should have went to the other instead.. but ii thought back again and told myself... it's okies and ii pulled a long face all day!!!

Shity idiot.. maybe.. ii gave in too much.. he bcame insensitive and selfish............
but to do, ii chose this love... ii have to love him this way...........