2 more days to see uu =)

so fast, its thursday already.. hehes!

and ii just woke up at 230am =x was feeling tiired so ii took a "nap" at 11+pm. actually wanted to sleep to the following day so morning ii can do some house work since my boy is not here to help me =X yet somehow ii just woke up... to watch dvd =.= jean needs to return it later..

to me, ii always wish my life can be like others.. morning wake up, at night sleep... cos ii know morning can do a lot of things - like eat breakfast! hahas! ii dunt know why but ii prefer breakfast and hi-tea to other meal times. =x however, if ii were to wake up in the morning and sleep at night, the time with my boy will be left with Saturdays.. ii myself knows too that my boy also wants this normal lifestyle but due to his work, he cant. =( so ii hope by age 30, ii can enjoy retirement with my boy and our newly formed family ^^

today, on my way to mp, ii did some thinking.. in fact, ytd after meeting, my mind was already sorting out some stuff in my life... its only today that ii made a decision... ii need to move on in my life now... ii cant disappoint pple or let pple disappoint me and make me stay put... SAP is round the corner.. ii need to be prepared fer it! so yupps! more disappointments in life will now keep me motivated to move on~ =)

today chatted a while with my boy.. he seems busy fer his outfield.. he told me he will be out of reach till later in the evening, ii think... its so funny when he told me that ytd he was the being attacked by enemies and now, it is payback time! =X

army life seems fun.. before ii grew up, ii always dream to be in the military or police force.. cos can always be surrounded by friends, can do those trainings.. hahas! but as ii grow up, ii realised as a female, it can never be easy staying in-camp and doing trainings. girls should know why.. guys will never understand. lols! thus, ii admire those ladies who are going towards that job field.. =)

it is just so amazing how ii managed to see my boy grow up. before army life, he's kind of immature =x after army life, ii realised he really grows up and take pride in whatever he do.. and the biggest change in him is being organised.. "this one must put here, cannot put there" =X as ii always misplace my things, he will always be the one to know where it is. hahas! his temper also improve a lot as he becomes more understanding.. now, the only thing ii dunt like about is he don't dote on me as much as last time le =( ii guess maybe cos he matures so he goes for bigger views of responsibilities like us getting married, getting a house etc.. thus dunt see the need to teng me on minor stuff.. but ii guess this is a good thing too? hahas!

it is also amazing how 2 strangers met, fell in love and form a bonding. how opposites attracts and how my ideal love/lover is just an expectation.
ii wonder how many lovers managed to meet their expectations? how many lovers out there are of similar characteristics? can 2 people share the same love with common characteristics and interests? hmms...
imagine a couple who loves to spend $$, got together.. (they will be broke!) 2 misers fell in love. (they will have lots of $$ but don't know how to enjoy life!) or even 2 computer geeks found love through technology..(ii think they communicates through codes and numbers!) LOLs! wouldnt their lives be boring??? >.<

for me,
ii am generous, my boy is thrifty..
ii am untidy, my boy is neat..
ii am happy-go-lucky, my boy is more of a serious person..
ii am lazy, my boy is hardworking..
ii am a homey person, my boy is outgoing..
ii like to joke but the last person who can catch my joke, will be my boy! (this, ii can never understand why is it so difficult for me to make my boy laugh.. note: it is laugh, not smile! some of my friends say he is serious with me cos he loves me..maybe this is the reason why?) and bcos of this, his play-hard-to-get laughters always never fail to tickle my heart ♥



"what uu think, uu become; what uu do today, affects ur life tomorrow.
uu can slow down in life but never ever allow urself to stay put!
the world is changing everyday. if uu choose to stay put and think uu are what uu are, uu will be a loser of tomorrow's world."