my boy's off again!

after a night with him, he's back to his camp at the other end of singapore, again.. =(

well, enjoyed my night with him last night and thank God fer the cosy day cos ii can see him cuddling in our cosy nest, watching his TV again. hehes!

nothing much fer today. basically cos we were spending quality time together chatting. ii felt so in love again! ♥

anyway, ii have been searching fer a good spa place to go to in singapore. hopefully this weekend can go cos next weekend need to attend a 2 days course.. that leaves me with 3 weekends to go~ x_X
*will.it.turn.out.better.than.my.expectations?*

last chatted on the phone with my boy (before he sleeps.)
we chatted on a topic which kept me thinking till just now. forgotten what we chatted before we linked to this topic. i'd just type what ii remember:

JK: it will be estimated 4-5years later after our family pop out another baby. cos ii dunt think kenny and sihui will come out another baby at this time. As a mother, ii feel that the best should be given to her child. so after chloe have all the best stuff, then she may consider giving birth to another. thats what ii think la.. then fer us, it is also not so soon cos we havent earn enough to give our child the best childhood he/she can have.
JC: not necessary to earn a lot then can have a baby ma.. what we can afford to give then we give lo.. pple poor still give birth to so many kids.
JK: Yupps. so do uu consider urself having a good childhood last time?
JC: ok la. better than some other kids.
JK: ya lo.. we are more fortunate if we think of poorer kids. but dun't uu prefer to have better childhood like those of a more well-off families kids do?
JC: ya. so must earn more $$$ lo.
JK: and we need to really plan before starting a family lo.. cos ii dunt want my child to be like me or uu.. at least we can do our very best to give them what they need and a better childhood, right? ^^

ii know sometimes life is unpredictable. but it is always good to plan ahead so in case something crops up, at least still not so bad. ever since ii started to tend to worry more about my future, ii have been thinking of this liaos..
how much is enough? enough is enough when uu stop asking "how much" ?

last time ii used to have a thinking - get married with my boy, start a family, be happy. thats it! its so easy. however since after ii started to interact with more and more pple and play The Sims 1,2 & 3, ii realised that life is not so simple as it is. ii can be happy but will the kids be happy if ii cant give them what they need? (notice: it is need, not want.) the world is ever-changing and the value of money seems to depreciate each year. pple are getting smarter all thanks to technology. thus, being a child now can never be as naive as compared to our parents' generation le.. so imagine how's it like fer our next generation?
take a minute and think abt it ba.. ii've already sorted mine out liaos.. so should all of uu too. lols!

(note: this is merely what ii think abt fer my life. uu may not think this way. =)