sometimes..

nice monday.. slowly picking back my momentum again.
so much ii wanted to overcome that barrier, yet ii still can't bring myself to overcome it! just hope someone can help me with the final push. sigh!

sometimes, ii wonder.. is my 人缘 considered good?
if it is, then why do ii feel neglected at times?
if it isn't, then why am ii still focusing my career in nwm?

hahas! no doubts, ii have expanded my social netwerk all thanks to my customers/part-timers ii have met since day 1. yet, the friendships are somehow not quite the same as friends ii made in sch life. hmms.. maybe its cos sch life more memorable as time spent with them in sch are more than time spent with my other friends? this, ii have no idea..

sometimes, ii really wish time could go back to the old sch days. ha! ii bet many others are hoping this thing to happen too! xD

sometimes, ii wonder what's the difference between close and best?
if close friends are friends whom uu can share ur inner secrets/problems with, then what are best friends for? LOL!
and if this is so, then ii think my boy is my only close friend? hahas!

anyway, this is another shitty entry. just felt this way cos after chatting with some of my friends online today, ii realised that we have slowly become acquaintance. hmms... scary~