BIG SIGH~

Can anyone understands how ii am feeling right now?

-demoralized-helpless-moodless-useless-worthless-SAD!-

My life is so f*cking up-side-down now. I dunt pray for smooth-sailing but dunt so bumpy too. I am tired, real tired, damn tired. I chose not to react. But who am ii to complain? I am just a f*cking NOBODY!

Sometimes ii just wish ii can go back to who ii used to be. Disappear from this stupid world for awhile yet ii can't. The environment ii am in now dunt allow me to. This 'running.away' attitude will no longer be part of me.

Another new day arise and ii pray for a brighter, chirpy day. Even if it doesn't, once I'm outta my house, the mask is on. It is difficult, I'm getting use to it..


- Posted from joyz's iPhone