Excited…NOT!!

Something BIG is going to happen again! And ii am not prepared for it, still!! Ohmygoodnessgracious!
WTF have ii been doing? I start to doubt if ii should continue.
It's like everyone is excited about it,
everyone is looking forward to it,
Everyone is gonna MAKE IT BIG again this time round.
Everyone EXCEPT Me!

Feeling kind of lost now! Seriously. I feel I have let down a lot of pple. I jolly well know ii can do it!
I did it before, this is nth! It just require 3X the efforts to Make it Happen Again!
Yet somehow, ii have lost that feeling somewhere in my complacency. Shit that BIG TIME! It's really difficult to stand up again. Sigh! Can anyone understand my feeling? I doubt so.

Now I am left with 2 choice - to go forward and make it happen again or to back out and disappoint all who believe in me. Sigh!

Nvm that. Now that ii am in the midst of setting up my own company, I think focus on that first. This will be another difficult path, no one knows except me and my 3 partners. I really do hope my hubby will support me. Sigh!


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