Seriously feels like sleeping now. But ii can't. I'm not anywhere closer to perfection, my confidence is not thr yet.. I need someone to boost my confidence! Sigh!
It seems like ii will be alone later for that battle. It's not a bad thing cos ii understand my mentors are training me to be independent. I admit I somehow rely on them all thanks to not having the guts to make the first step out.
Well, enuff of these! Do it Joycelyn! Do it for the sake of others who trusted uu and for urself! Uu sure ke yi de! (ha! Self-motivate =.=)
Woke up with a very bad morning. I teared once again. Sigh! I have doubts uu dunt wanna clear for me. Who can ii turn to, except myself?
Life's been like this, all the while. From young, ii tend to bottle things up inside me. The feeling ii portray out in front of my friends,are often the happy side of me. Not that ii am being fake or what. I have my own problems and stress but when ii am chatting or hanging out with my friends, they can only see the cheerful side of me. Rarely do they see me tear in front of them.. I think it's like once or twice lo! Out of the longest friendship - 10yrs ones. x_X
I think the fortunate ones are those ii can truly trust in. Hahas!
anyway, went to lanjut today to celebrAte bernyse's birthday. Finally saw Chloe! Hahas!! I dunt know why but ii like to see the 3 kids play. I'm 23 and ii still join in their playtime. Lol! I feel old. ><
This is how Chloe looks like now:
Sweet huh? Hahas!
Ok! Enough updates! I need to go practice again~ 4am now, later need to wake up by 12noon. Mygawd! I'm so… lathergic~ zzz
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