No one seems to understand how ii am feeling right now.
No one seems to care.
ii feel like disappearing for a while, ii really do..
can ii?
or do uu really want me to? cos ii will go according to ur wishes.
when ii read ur fb status, uu just indirectly stabbed my heart. its ok, ii can take it.
but when ii read what ur friend commented, ii got pissed off. who the hell is she to comment on anything when she doesnt even know what happened??!
uu may think "iya, just post cos at that point of time that was how ii felt."
but sorry.. like what ii have always said,
"Beware of what you said/type, for once it is done, it can never be taken back."
uu agreed. so why this? if uu so wanna let ur whole friends know uu have been mistreated and have live a wrong life, then should ii make this happen? iim starting to doubt why am ii holding on to this rls for so long when uu just treat this as child's play.
iim not sure who reads my blog but gawd-damn it, ii dun't give a damn! its my own personal blog, ii blog what ii like! at least ii dunt post status in fb and let everyone see!
iim like standing at the verge of the cliff, with a group of carnivores in front of me.
ii am not sure whether to jump down or not. if ii jump, ii have 1% chance of surviving.
if ii don't jump, ii will never survive!
给我力量陪我闯荡..
This is Joyz'
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