lazy saturday!!

Things ain't getting better for me~ ii am still in pain.
though not as bad as that day, IT IS STILL PAIN!!!

it is making me so afraid of eating and no, ii am not suffering from anorexia! -.- ii just dunt like the fact that whenever ii eat something, it's after-effect is PAIN!
and ii still do feel hungry and constantly craving for food ok!
now ii feel like eating tauhui.. LOL! WTH -.-

pain.Pain.PAIN!!! friggin' in pain!!! T_T

okies so today ii realised ii dislike 2 things and they are annoying me, seriously!
1) ii dislike people who put me on aeroplane.
(dunt make me fly with hopes then crash me down with disappointments cannn??
ii know ii used to fly aeroplane on pple and this is my kharma but ENOUGH! iim already doing my best to be there for others. really!! unless it is VERY LAST MIN and ii am still at home!)

2) ii dislike pple who use my name w/out my permission or when ii am not even close to them.
(my name got value de ok! label me as self-conscious or whateverrr, if ii wanna ask or say something, ii can jolly well ask them by myself. in case uu dunt know, ii have a mouth which can talk. thank uu!)

Geez! ii realised iim starting to understand myself better! LOL!! well, whateverrr it is, if ii can't even understand myself, please dunt bloody say uu understand me or my plight!
(ii have to mention it again, the above is not referring to uu IF uu are a close friend of mine. thank uu! ^^)

ii hereby end this blogpost by summarising in 1 sentence :
my stomach is still in PAIN! GRRR~!!