hais!! results!!

nothing to talk abt now.. nothing.. ii'm numb lers.. no feelings and ii'm soul-less..
feel like crying.. but ii wunt,anyway,no one will know how ii feel.. it's indescriptable.. no one will even be there for me.. hais..
told dear ii cant make it,he only said " haiya!" -_-!! suan ler lor.. everybody knows my ending even me.. but ii just can't accept the fact? what a harsh reality..!!

WAKE UP JOYCELYN!!! YOU'RE LIVING IN THIS PRACTICAL WORLD..!! IT'S ALL ABOUT REALITY!! NO EFFORTS,NO GAIN.....

what a silly me.. time to wake up?? hais,guess ii'm playing no more.. ii'm out in this world and ii'm gonna change,whether they like it or not... ~~~