sians.. taking results..!!

sians.. results outing soon.. received a sms from dear,telling me dunt be scared cos he's always with me.. hahas.. so happy.. didn't expect his sms cos ytd we said later ii know my results lers then call him.. but now.. ii cant call him.. ii forgot to tell my mum to help me buy hello card.. and now,my hello card no enuff $$ to call him.. hais.. sads~~

ytd was really sorry that ii was angry with dear.. lols.. cos ii was angry at that moment mahs.. some stupid noob -helmag- defamed me for no reason!! ii didn't do anything to him and worst,ii didn't even know him.. was so furious.. cos my fame wasn't that high.. hais.. so called for mass defame on him. lols.. that part was fun..!! duttie,rugix,kp,heartshot and nic came help me.. wahaha.. thanks guys.. my guild,no use de.. all the pple in thailand.. -_-

okie.. back to where ii was,ii tot dear would be a little bit more concerned abt my illness but his first sentence was ....... dunt wish to say.. anyway,it's over liaos.. for that 1hr of steaming hot mood,ii smiled for once,when dear sms me asking me to rest more all that.. hehes.. thanks dear for giving in to me.. uu're really my sun,able to make my heart melt and smile at the same time.. =)

soon,ii was out with yl and ak for awhile only.. then went with yl to meet her friend or ---? hahas.. so long still no progress.. went tamp cos got to buy pizza for small boy,wayn.. while waiting for pizza,yl went toilet.. then he ask me after o go where.. ii replied go itc.. cos last yr never study.. then he ask me retake o join his sch.. lols.. too late already? hahas.. ii was given a chance but ii didn't cherish it.. no one to blame but me.. now, my future is bland.. what's my future,where is it?? ii wunt know.. ii can only walk aimlessly on this planet... with no goals.. hais.. took bus 3,the journey was short not like what ii always tot that it was long.. maybe bcos there were too much thoughts running thru my head.. soon,ii was left on the lonely street,so dark,so gloomy.. more thoughts came gushing down my head.. what was ii afraid of?ii knew this would happen,today will come.. hais..

kk gotta go check letter lers.. my results~~ it's just so expected..~~