4th night!

Saturday is coming!!
how come ii dunt see any excitement?

sigh! 1 week since uu went in, a few things happened. why? make me so miserable.. especially now, ii dunt even know what's wrong or why am ii feeling like this?!?! is it cos ii miss uu TOO MUCH? or cos we're drifting apart?

1 week going to pass, everyone's busy.. ii'm tired yet still have 2 more days to go.. really hope sometimes ii can have a listening ear.. and ii very much hope that person will be uu. =(

can uu feel that? sigh!


read this in rei's note:

I only want a man who will cuddle me to sleep, kiss me goodnight and kiss me when he wakes up...(ii'm looking forward to it again)
A man who will observe that I'm upset and ask me why..(quite true! cos uu dunt really know till ii voice out or express it.)
A man who will cuddle me and hold me tightly when I'm upset... (thats when ii needed uu most!)
A man who will kiss me and say he loves me...(sometimes uu forget but its ok cos ii will remind uu ^^)
A man who will take care of me and tell me not to worry as he's taking care of everything and he's carrying all the burden for me...(uu didnt tell me not to worry but uu are taking great care of me, ii feel blessed!)
A man who will buy me herbal tea for me to drink anytime as he realises I don't have a good throat...(uu did it just last week =)
A man who will try to understand and talk to me...(we always quarrel cos of communications =( )
A man who will try to understand how i feel and not only want me to understand how he feels...(hmms~ no comments!)
A man who will try to understand the stress I'm in and not only want me to understand that he's under stress too...(ii may not understand the stress uu are in but ii will always put myself in ur shoes thus ii hope uu will understand those stress ii have and may stress upon uu..)
A man who will make meals for me when I don't feel like making meals...(ii miss eating with uu =( )
A man who will not raise his voice at me when he finds that I don't match the standard he wants...(uu only hurl vulgarities ba.. used to it liaos anyway!)
A man who will accept me for who I am and how I look like and will not change me to the way he wants...(do uu really accept me fer who ii am? ii guessed so?!?! =x)
A man who will continue to treat me like a princess like how he did and promised to...(ii'm already ur princess! cos uu made me feel like 1.)


espectations high? lols! guess its our imperfections that brings us together..
ii just hope everything will be smooth again..