Woke up with a sense of emptiness.
Feeling lost!
Everything just goes back to the past. ii tot it'll be just the same. But no, ii think ii am too used to being with uu.
Please allow me to adapt to this sense of quietness, this sense of emptiness fast..
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when i open my eyes,all i want to see is U..
baby is coming back =)
but he will be working tonight. =(
3 nights without him is...... loneliness. luckily ii have things to do this week otherwise ii will be rotting alone at home with the computer and facebook.
if he is going to take up the cargo ship job, ii need to find things to do on his working days. hmms. maybe ii should go get class 3 licence and get property agent licence. like this, ii can do many sidelines. morn - afternoon bring clients go do viewing, at night go office do appts. =)
thats right! ii shall sms patrick to ask him be my mentor bcos ii feel that mentorship is very impt if uu want to succeed in something. plus he is a very successful mentor so ii believe ii can be successful under his guidance too. previously working with him was great just that ii am more towards behind-the-scenes and commission wasnt as high as compared to uu doing your own viewing/closing. so ya. ii will sms him once baby settle his nightclub resignation and IR contract. =)
"work hard towards family planning and early retirement~" this is what ii have to constantly remind myself so ii will not drift off from my goal.. it takes just this crucial 1 year to exchange for my lifetime freedom. gogogo~!!! =)
but he will be working tonight. =(
3 nights without him is...... loneliness. luckily ii have things to do this week otherwise ii will be rotting alone at home with the computer and facebook.
if he is going to take up the cargo ship job, ii need to find things to do on his working days. hmms. maybe ii should go get class 3 licence and get property agent licence. like this, ii can do many sidelines. morn - afternoon bring clients go do viewing, at night go office do appts. =)
thats right! ii shall sms patrick to ask him be my mentor bcos ii feel that mentorship is very impt if uu want to succeed in something. plus he is a very successful mentor so ii believe ii can be successful under his guidance too. previously working with him was great just that ii am more towards behind-the-scenes and commission wasnt as high as compared to uu doing your own viewing/closing. so ya. ii will sms him once baby settle his nightclub resignation and IR contract. =)
"work hard towards family planning and early retirement~" this is what ii have to constantly remind myself so ii will not drift off from my goal.. it takes just this crucial 1 year to exchange for my lifetime freedom. gogogo~!!! =)
☼ Rise and Shine ☼
Just woke up from "nap" =X
Reached home around 12am just now, felt sleepy after eating mac till the extend of watching 3 parts of "Hi, My Sweetheart" then doze off.
do uu face this problem - after eating feel so sleepy? want to know why? cos ur body got not enough cells so when uu eat, ur actual cells from ur brain will travel down to ur stomach to help in digestion before returning back to your brain. Thus, your brain will feel lethargic after eating. Problem to fix this: either you exercise regularly or you eat more true colostrum. =)
was on the phone with baby just now. we chatted for 30mins. he seems like so bored in the ship cos 1st time working there, don't know what's his jobscope is also. Most probably he will take up the job offer bcos its a rare opportunity for such prospective career. My only concern is worried about the risk there and ii'll have to sleep alone for days when he's out on board.
well, for my worries, have to wait for him to return home on tmr morning then ii can visualise his jobscopes there and the level of risk. as for the lonely days without him, nothing beats early retirement. so sacrificing a few years of sleeping alone is worth it! if we can retire early, we have many years to enjoy together in the later part of our life. so let's work hard together bahs! =)
now ii have many things to do and many fears to face. gosh! time's running out and its late. better sleep now otherwise ii will wake up later than usual and my day will be gone just like this. ~poOF!~
extended..1.more.night.to.go~
我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕
Reached home around 12am just now, felt sleepy after eating mac till the extend of watching 3 parts of "Hi, My Sweetheart" then doze off.
do uu face this problem - after eating feel so sleepy? want to know why? cos ur body got not enough cells so when uu eat, ur actual cells from ur brain will travel down to ur stomach to help in digestion before returning back to your brain. Thus, your brain will feel lethargic after eating. Problem to fix this: either you exercise regularly or you eat more true colostrum. =)
was on the phone with baby just now. we chatted for 30mins. he seems like so bored in the ship cos 1st time working there, don't know what's his jobscope is also. Most probably he will take up the job offer bcos its a rare opportunity for such prospective career. My only concern is worried about the risk there and ii'll have to sleep alone for days when he's out on board.
well, for my worries, have to wait for him to return home on tmr morning then ii can visualise his jobscopes there and the level of risk. as for the lonely days without him, nothing beats early retirement. so sacrificing a few years of sleeping alone is worth it! if we can retire early, we have many years to enjoy together in the later part of our life. so let's work hard together bahs! =)
now ii have many things to do and many fears to face. gosh! time's running out and its late. better sleep now otherwise ii will wake up later than usual and my day will be gone just like this. ~poOF!~
extended..1.more.night.to.go~
我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕
baby out for cargo officer job!
1st night and ii am missing him lots! gosh! too used to being with him till the extend that ii feel weird without seeing him around me. ii guess this is what it meant when someone told me once before:
you love a person, get married with him/her is bcos uu are too used to being with them.
(爱是一种习惯。结婚是因为你害怕改变这种习惯。离婚是因为你已渐渐习惯没有他的纯在。）
this is why we must always communicate well with others especially with your love ones. same goes for friends. without often communications, friends can turn into aquantaince and aquantaince can turn into strangers.
anyhow, ii am just too used to revolving around him which makes me feel worried for him when he is away.
Bunker is a good job which his customer introduced him into. heard the pay not bad but working schedule not fix. am happy if he decided to work there if not, IR is still at least better than night club.
baby is away for 3 days till wednesday. this is just a trial attachment to see if he likes the jobscope or not. everything must wait till wednesday then ii know if he wants to take up the job offer.
thinking back, saturday night was memorable. the words he told me was unforgettable. till now ii think back, ii will smile =)
JK: so monday the man will be away for 3 days. the girl will be worried for the man. will the man be worried for her?
JC: yes. but the man will be more worried for the girl bcos she will skip her meals and there will be no one to cook/buy food for her.
ahahas! so sweet right? and while typing, ii realise ii called him "man" =x to me, he used to be a boy. hahas! guess he have really grown up.
ok, ii dunt know what ii want to type le.. ii think ii am going to bed. later got to wake up early to type chinese! x_X
goGoGO joycelyn koh, jiayou!! next yr be rich tai tai~!!! ^^♥
you love a person, get married with him/her is bcos uu are too used to being with them.
(爱是一种习惯。结婚是因为你害怕改变这种习惯。离婚是因为你已渐渐习惯没有他的纯在。）
this is why we must always communicate well with others especially with your love ones. same goes for friends. without often communications, friends can turn into aquantaince and aquantaince can turn into strangers.
anyhow, ii am just too used to revolving around him which makes me feel worried for him when he is away.
Bunker is a good job which his customer introduced him into. heard the pay not bad but working schedule not fix. am happy if he decided to work there if not, IR is still at least better than night club.
baby is away for 3 days till wednesday. this is just a trial attachment to see if he likes the jobscope or not. everything must wait till wednesday then ii know if he wants to take up the job offer.
thinking back, saturday night was memorable. the words he told me was unforgettable. till now ii think back, ii will smile =)
JK: so monday the man will be away for 3 days. the girl will be worried for the man. will the man be worried for her?
JC: yes. but the man will be more worried for the girl bcos she will skip her meals and there will be no one to cook/buy food for her.
ahahas! so sweet right? and while typing, ii realise ii called him "man" =x to me, he used to be a boy. hahas! guess he have really grown up.
ok, ii dunt know what ii want to type le.. ii think ii am going to bed. later got to wake up early to type chinese! x_X
goGoGO joycelyn koh, jiayou!! next yr be rich tai tai~!!! ^^♥
This is Joyz'
-LoveStory-
5th day!
Just finish chatting on the phone with my boy..
its soon to be 6am. gotta slp liaos, later got to wake up early go mp.
Last day of june sales month.. still need to fight a little bit more for a bigger cheque.
ii can do it de! cos its just a bit more to go.. so dunt give up!! =)
today's time planning not so smooth. got dinner tonight at my dad's side and ii have to attend a meeting at 430pm. don't know can make it in time for dinner ma. anyway also don't really want to go for dinner cos my boy today book out then my dad never include him. WTH right? thats why ii hate to go over lo. dinner at restaurant so what? cannot add extra seat ar?! so annoyed! >< okies! logging off liaos. looking forward to seeing my boy later! ♥
ii find this interesting, share with all of uu. (credits: Rei)
its soon to be 6am. gotta slp liaos, later got to wake up early go mp.
Last day of june sales month.. still need to fight a little bit more for a bigger cheque.
ii can do it de! cos its just a bit more to go.. so dunt give up!! =)
today's time planning not so smooth. got dinner tonight at my dad's side and ii have to attend a meeting at 430pm. don't know can make it in time for dinner ma. anyway also don't really want to go for dinner cos my boy today book out then my dad never include him. WTH right? thats why ii hate to go over lo. dinner at restaurant so what? cannot add extra seat ar?! so annoyed! >< okies! logging off liaos. looking forward to seeing my boy later! ♥
ii find this interesting, share with all of uu. (credits: Rei)
Simple Truths Newsletter: Dreamer and Doubter
There are many different aspects that live inside of us and two of them I respectfully dubbed the Dreamer and Doubter. When it comes to pursuing our dreams, The Dreamer is often gung ho while the Doubter can provide a laundry list of concerns and issues.
After a speech in Rome, a woman with a beautiful accent asked me to tell her one of my personal dreams. Assuming I'd never see her again, I decided to share a dream I had never spoken out loud, one I had kept such a good secret that even I was beginning to forget it.
"My dream is to spend the summer writing in the Greek Islands," I said all in one breath.
She handed me her card and replied, "I have a villa in Greece. Why don't you come as my guest?"
I was floored and reminded that amazing things happen when we share our dreams. I was elated, or more accurately, part of me was. Here's a peek inside my head. See if this kind of interchange sounds familiar.
Dreamer: I am so excited!
Doubter: Not me. I don't like this at all. It's far away and could be dangerous.
Dreamer: Nonsense. This is my dream handed to me on a silver platter.
Doubter/Realist (they're close cousins): Who is going to run your business while you're away?
Dreamer: My fabulous team whom I completely trust.
Doubter: Well, how's it going to look to your clients that you are out of the country for three months?
Dreamer: I think as a Dream Coach, it's going to look pretty good.
When you are stuck, procrastinating or worrying, chances are your Doubter has taken over. If ignored, it can sabotage your dreams. So how do you deal with it? Turn the volume down a notch and the Doubter simply becomes the Realist, the part that wants to know where the time and money will come from for your venture.
But before you turn down the Doubter, hear from it. It will give you valuable information such as a list of obstacles that you can manage later. Freedom comes as you appreciate its wisdom and insight rather than judging it as the enemy.
If you never deal with your doubt and you meet another Doubter on the road, their doubt will magnify yours. However, if you have worked with your own doubt, next time a Doubter challenges you, by contrast it will be the opportunity to deepen your commitment and conviction to your dream.
This is one of 28 chapters in Marcia Wieder's book, Dreams Are Whispers From The Soul.
There are many different aspects that live inside of us and two of them I respectfully dubbed the Dreamer and Doubter. When it comes to pursuing our dreams, The Dreamer is often gung ho while the Doubter can provide a laundry list of concerns and issues.
After a speech in Rome, a woman with a beautiful accent asked me to tell her one of my personal dreams. Assuming I'd never see her again, I decided to share a dream I had never spoken out loud, one I had kept such a good secret that even I was beginning to forget it.
"My dream is to spend the summer writing in the Greek Islands," I said all in one breath.
She handed me her card and replied, "I have a villa in Greece. Why don't you come as my guest?"
I was floored and reminded that amazing things happen when we share our dreams. I was elated, or more accurately, part of me was. Here's a peek inside my head. See if this kind of interchange sounds familiar.
Dreamer: I am so excited!
Doubter: Not me. I don't like this at all. It's far away and could be dangerous.
Dreamer: Nonsense. This is my dream handed to me on a silver platter.
Doubter/Realist (they're close cousins): Who is going to run your business while you're away?
Dreamer: My fabulous team whom I completely trust.
Doubter: Well, how's it going to look to your clients that you are out of the country for three months?
Dreamer: I think as a Dream Coach, it's going to look pretty good.
When you are stuck, procrastinating or worrying, chances are your Doubter has taken over. If ignored, it can sabotage your dreams. So how do you deal with it? Turn the volume down a notch and the Doubter simply becomes the Realist, the part that wants to know where the time and money will come from for your venture.
But before you turn down the Doubter, hear from it. It will give you valuable information such as a list of obstacles that you can manage later. Freedom comes as you appreciate its wisdom and insight rather than judging it as the enemy.
If you never deal with your doubt and you meet another Doubter on the road, their doubt will magnify yours. However, if you have worked with your own doubt, next time a Doubter challenges you, by contrast it will be the opportunity to deepen your commitment and conviction to your dream.
This is one of 28 chapters in Marcia Wieder's book, Dreams Are Whispers From The Soul.
This is Joyz'
-LoveStory-
3rd night!
its an early night today..
just finish sending email updates.
soon to play psp then sleep.. anyone knows why psp can't play Rock Band sometimes?
today, not a very smooth day... sigh!!
didnt really ate fer the whole day. no appetite! tell me, how am ii going to gain weight? most of the time rei sees me, will ask me eat fatter.. lols! 1 month left to grow fat! ii need eating buddies!!! ii need regular meals!! and ii need to top up my meal with S-Factor!!! ii need more red meat, ii need more and more vegetables!!! lols!!
joycelyn koh.. uu gotta start now!! its 1 month left..
how funny is it.. while many pple approach me to help them slim down fast cos they are getting married, here ii am, wanting to gain weight.. lols!! how ii wish ii can be like them cos slimming down is easier than gaining weight & with much faster results.
sigh! (baby.. can uu remind me not to skip meals again?:( )
ok.. thats enuff fer today.. am looking fer home-based telemarketers.. good payout! (script will be provided)
may consider looking fer a trustable person to help me with admin stuff. home-based and need to take pride in completing my admin stuff cos it is impt! but pay not high cos home-based. =X
anyone interested in earning extra? hehees!
有谁会在乎 有谁会想念 沉默的瞬间 寂寞却伴着我长眠..
just finish sending email updates.
soon to play psp then sleep.. anyone knows why psp can't play Rock Band sometimes?
today, not a very smooth day... sigh!!
didnt really ate fer the whole day. no appetite! tell me, how am ii going to gain weight? most of the time rei sees me, will ask me eat fatter.. lols! 1 month left to grow fat! ii need eating buddies!!! ii need regular meals!! and ii need to top up my meal with S-Factor!!! ii need more red meat, ii need more and more vegetables!!! lols!!
joycelyn koh.. uu gotta start now!! its 1 month left..
how funny is it.. while many pple approach me to help them slim down fast cos they are getting married, here ii am, wanting to gain weight.. lols!! how ii wish ii can be like them cos slimming down is easier than gaining weight & with much faster results.
sigh! (baby.. can uu remind me not to skip meals again?:( )
ok.. thats enuff fer today.. am looking fer home-based telemarketers.. good payout! (script will be provided)
may consider looking fer a trustable person to help me with admin stuff. home-based and need to take pride in completing my admin stuff cos it is impt! but pay not high cos home-based. =X
anyone interested in earning extra? hehees!
有谁会在乎 有谁会想念 沉默的瞬间 寂寞却伴着我长眠..
我是在等待 你的回来~~ ='(
This is Joyz'
-LoveStory-
2nd night!
ok... today its the 2nd night... (or morning. =x)
tuesday passed very fast.. and tmr will be faster.. cos will be packed in schedule.. ii hope all go smoothly.. lols!
what ii did today? hmms..
was supposed to meet kappo, but overslpt =x slpt till 4pm.. then nua on cosy bed till 5+pm.. *hungry!* min went to buy KFC fer me.. thats the only meal ii ate fer that day.. lols!
started to watch Red Thread at 6+pm ii think... so nice lo.. missed many episodes le.. its a must-watch drama!! cos uu can see the different values of people.
and in order not to waste my time doing nothing worthy (eg: nua, watch drama, play games.)
ii did some follow ups and updating.. (housekeeping - thats what *Eric* names it, whenever he wants me to organise his customer base) miss working with him.. hahas! but wunt go back and be tied down to working hours.
Due to heavy procrastinating, my updates were SO Much that ii still can't finish updating my mobile phone part.. and my eyes already going blurry liaos.. @_@
well, my payback fer procrastinating and being lazy to update everyday..
at least ii have finished updated and housekept my email.. now they are clean and organised ^^6
next time ii will find a person to help me.. until ii found someone willing to help ba! x_X
gotta turn in liao... need to slp!!
*ii.miss.uu 01072009*
tuesday passed very fast.. and tmr will be faster.. cos will be packed in schedule.. ii hope all go smoothly.. lols!
what ii did today? hmms..
was supposed to meet kappo, but overslpt =x slpt till 4pm.. then nua on cosy bed till 5+pm.. *hungry!* min went to buy KFC fer me.. thats the only meal ii ate fer that day.. lols!
started to watch Red Thread at 6+pm ii think... so nice lo.. missed many episodes le.. its a must-watch drama!! cos uu can see the different values of people.
and in order not to waste my time doing nothing worthy (eg: nua, watch drama, play games.)
ii did some follow ups and updating.. (housekeeping - thats what *Eric* names it, whenever he wants me to organise his customer base) miss working with him.. hahas! but wunt go back and be tied down to working hours.
Due to heavy procrastinating, my updates were SO Much that ii still can't finish updating my mobile phone part.. and my eyes already going blurry liaos.. @_@
well, my payback fer procrastinating and being lazy to update everyday..
at least ii have finished updated and housekept my email.. now they are clean and organised ^^6
next time ii will find a person to help me.. until ii found someone willing to help ba! x_X
gotta turn in liao... need to slp!!
*ii.miss.uu 01072009*
1st night..
1st night ii am going to sleep alone =X
came home at 10am and ii felt loneliness. he won't be there fer nights and yet, ii still can visual him there on the bed, watching tv..
oh no! gonna stop here before ii cant control my tears..
ii miss him.. ii really do.. and its just 1st night.. 10 more nights to go.. how am ii going to endure..? sigh!
ii really need to learn to be independent! am learning too.. lols!
anyway.. been long time since ii blog good stuff.. is this considered good? hahas! well, at least ii'm not angry. xP hahas!!
gonna keep myself busybusybusy! ^^
and today went fine.. hahas! 10 more days to go..
I CAN DO IT!! ^^6
was supposed to meet at kappo today at 2pm.. and cos ii reached home at 10am, ii decided to take a "short" nap.. around 1pm my boy called me and we chatted a while.. ii went back to continue my dream (was dreaming of my boy and me go on board cruise. so sweet rights? hehes!) so ii said to myself: "10mins more.."
1:10pm, ii peeped at the clock.. so 5mins more..............
ii slpt.. x_X and dreamt of him again.. this time different scenerio..
by the time ii woke up, 215pm! Omy Goodness Gracious!!
ii replied kappo's sms and luckily,he replied he just woke up too.. damn funny lo... hahahas!!
today raining.. bo bian.. got appt and need help customer buy bust serum also.. so.. have to go mp.. enjoy air con and not cool weather.. =( but even stay at home also no use.. sch reopen le, my boy went reservist.. so it'll be quiet.. waste my time also, might as well go earn $ and learn some stuff.. hees~
ok! enuff said!
BABY, UU'RE BEING MISSED..
(2weekstochange, 5weeksmoretogo..)
came home at 10am and ii felt loneliness. he won't be there fer nights and yet, ii still can visual him there on the bed, watching tv..
oh no! gonna stop here before ii cant control my tears..
ii miss him.. ii really do.. and its just 1st night.. 10 more nights to go.. how am ii going to endure..? sigh!
ii really need to learn to be independent! am learning too.. lols!
anyway.. been long time since ii blog good stuff.. is this considered good? hahas! well, at least ii'm not angry. xP hahas!!
gonna keep myself busybusybusy! ^^
and today went fine.. hahas! 10 more days to go..
I CAN DO IT!! ^^6
was supposed to meet at kappo today at 2pm.. and cos ii reached home at 10am, ii decided to take a "short" nap.. around 1pm my boy called me and we chatted a while.. ii went back to continue my dream (was dreaming of my boy and me go on board cruise. so sweet rights? hehes!) so ii said to myself: "10mins more.."
1:10pm, ii peeped at the clock.. so 5mins more..............
ii slpt.. x_X and dreamt of him again.. this time different scenerio..
by the time ii woke up, 215pm! Omy Goodness Gracious!!
ii replied kappo's sms and luckily,he replied he just woke up too.. damn funny lo... hahahas!!
today raining.. bo bian.. got appt and need help customer buy bust serum also.. so.. have to go mp.. enjoy air con and not cool weather.. =( but even stay at home also no use.. sch reopen le, my boy went reservist.. so it'll be quiet.. waste my time also, might as well go earn $ and learn some stuff.. hees~
ok! enuff said!
BABY, UU'RE BEING MISSED..
(2weekstochange, 5weeksmoretogo..)
ii miss those nights watching movies with uu.. =(
ii miss those late night suppers with uu.. =(
ii miss uu even if uu're physically here beside me.. =(
ii just simply miss uu.. =(
ii neither know why...
nor does my heart knows too.. =(
ii just want a nice weekend getaway with uu.. =(
ii guess.. =x
( to ande: where are the dvds uu supposed to lend me?? =(
ii'm dead bored while uu're dead tired working almost everyday.. lols!! =P )
ii miss those late night suppers with uu.. =(
ii miss uu even if uu're physically here beside me.. =(
ii just simply miss uu.. =(
ii neither know why...
nor does my heart knows too.. =(
ii just want a nice weekend getaway with uu.. =(
ii guess.. =x
( to ande: where are the dvds uu supposed to lend me?? =(
ii'm dead bored while uu're dead tired working almost everyday.. lols!! =P )
This is Joyz'
-LoveStory-
ii miss uu
this week meet ups with my bf only 1 time.. sians.. like his army life?? OMG!! ii hate this.. but tian bu zhuo mei.. kept raining.. =(
then christmas eve.. he suay.. got to work.. ii'm alone.. luckily plan fer eve liaos.. guess it'll be fun bahs.. but wunt be that happy cos uu're not here celebrating like every yr we used to celebrate.. =( christmas christmas.. we shall enjoy er ren shi jie on christmas bahs.. ii hope.. x_X
had a great day ytd though.. met up with ande.. she didnt work cos of smth.. didnt dare talk wrong thing scared she'll burst out.. and she almost did ii think.. ii can see lors.. just pretend not to only.. =P
anyway,thanks girl fer going down to bugis to check smth and made me wait at tam huh.. but ii know its fer this sunday.. lols!! thanks so much!! but really.. anything will do de.. =) enjoy playing pool with me ehs.. newbie pro!! ^^
then christmas eve.. he suay.. got to work.. ii'm alone.. luckily plan fer eve liaos.. guess it'll be fun bahs.. but wunt be that happy cos uu're not here celebrating like every yr we used to celebrate.. =( christmas christmas.. we shall enjoy er ren shi jie on christmas bahs.. ii hope.. x_X
had a great day ytd though.. met up with ande.. she didnt work cos of smth.. didnt dare talk wrong thing scared she'll burst out.. and she almost did ii think.. ii can see lors.. just pretend not to only.. =P
anyway,thanks girl fer going down to bugis to check smth and made me wait at tam huh.. but ii know its fer this sunday.. lols!! thanks so much!! but really.. anything will do de.. =) enjoy playing pool with me ehs.. newbie pro!! ^^
This is Joyz'
-LoveStory-
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