Have been ongoing fer days!!
At first ii thought it was the sun. But ii was wrong cos now, its even more severe!
my brains like dying soon~ x.x
Showing posts with label FeelingSiick. Show all posts
Showing posts with label FeelingSiick. Show all posts
0
lazy saturday!!
Things ain't getting better for me~ ii am still in pain.
though not as bad as that day, IT IS STILL PAIN!!!
it is making me so afraid of eating and no, ii am not suffering from anorexia! -.- ii just dunt like the fact that whenever ii eat something, it's after-effect is PAIN!
and ii still do feel hungry and constantly craving for food ok!
now ii feel like eating tauhui.. LOL! WTH -.-
pain.Pain.PAIN!!! friggin' in pain!!! T_T
okies so today ii realised ii dislike 2 things and they are annoying me, seriously!
1) ii dislike people who put me on aeroplane.
(dunt make me fly with hopes then crash me down with disappointments cannn??
ii know ii used to fly aeroplane on pple and this is my kharma but ENOUGH! iim already doing my best to be there for others. really!! unless it is VERY LAST MIN and ii am still at home!)
2) ii dislike pple who use my name w/out my permission or when ii am not even close to them.
(my name got value de ok! label me as self-conscious or whateverrr, if ii wanna ask or say something, ii can jolly well ask them by myself. in case uu dunt know, ii have a mouth which can talk. thank uu!)
Geez! ii realised iim starting to understand myself better! LOL!! well, whateverrr it is, if ii can't even understand myself, please dunt bloody say uu understand me or my plight!
(ii have to mention it again, the above is not referring to uu IF uu are a close friend of mine. thank uu! ^^)
ii hereby end this blogpost by summarising in 1 sentence :
my stomach is still in PAIN! GRRR~!!
though not as bad as that day, IT IS STILL PAIN!!!
it is making me so afraid of eating and no, ii am not suffering from anorexia! -.- ii just dunt like the fact that whenever ii eat something, it's after-effect is PAIN!
and ii still do feel hungry and constantly craving for food ok!
now ii feel like eating tauhui.. LOL! WTH -.-
pain.Pain.PAIN!!! friggin' in pain!!! T_T
okies so today ii realised ii dislike 2 things and they are annoying me, seriously!
1) ii dislike people who put me on aeroplane.
(dunt make me fly with hopes then crash me down with disappointments cannn??
ii know ii used to fly aeroplane on pple and this is my kharma but ENOUGH! iim already doing my best to be there for others. really!! unless it is VERY LAST MIN and ii am still at home!)
2) ii dislike pple who use my name w/out my permission or when ii am not even close to them.
(my name got value de ok! label me as self-conscious or whateverrr, if ii wanna ask or say something, ii can jolly well ask them by myself. in case uu dunt know, ii have a mouth which can talk. thank uu!)
Geez! ii realised iim starting to understand myself better! LOL!! well, whateverrr it is, if ii can't even understand myself, please dunt bloody say uu understand me or my plight!
(ii have to mention it again, the above is not referring to uu IF uu are a close friend of mine. thank uu! ^^)
ii hereby end this blogpost by summarising in 1 sentence :
my stomach is still in PAIN! GRRR~!!
it's not getting any better..
My stomach feels as if its inflame! Not sure if it is gastric inflammation or stomach inflammation. Must be both! Lol!! Whats worse is my back hurts as if ii am having chronic pain. (maybe now ii do!) my respiratory system aint functioning well bcos of the pain in my tummy, sneezing or coughing adds up to the amt of pain iim having. And... And... ii feel nauseous. FMLH!
ii feel so uberr useless today. ii wanna die immediately! ii made my boy worry. My mom have to help me massage my back. And even ask me if iim heading to the clinic tmr! Yes ii will! This pain is excruciating, ii cant hold it longer, no matter how strong ii can tahann~
Does panadol even help??!! =(
iim so WEAK!!!
ii feel so uberr useless today. ii wanna die immediately! ii made my boy worry. My mom have to help me massage my back. And even ask me if iim heading to the clinic tmr! Yes ii will! This pain is excruciating, ii cant hold it longer, no matter how strong ii can tahann~
Does panadol even help??!! =(
iim so WEAK!!!
Insomnia
Not sure why am ii having difficulties to fall asleep every night! Grr~ must be my irritating coughs. Been like coughing for quite some time and it irritates me esp when ii am in trainings or watching movie or eating my meals outside or even sitting in public transport! Sigh!! When can this come to an end?
I hate my voice now. Babycong commented that it is sexy..... Like a guy! Wth!! Zzz
I wanna go singing again.. Once ii've cough my lungs out, ii'll sing my lungs out~ ha!
Actually, I'm not organising a ktv session cos ii like to sing, but rather, a bonding session to me. Tt is why ii seldom sing during k-sessions. Pple think ii am wasting $$$ but to me, seeing all of them enjoy is worth my time + $$$.
See.. It's morning and ii am still awake! 4 more hours left to sleep.. Oh pretty pls, make me sleepy..
Later got to go ms teach pple how to do Internet marketing. Very reluctant cos it's not as easy as it seems but still will put in my best to teach them how to generate sales and income from home bcos we are a team! Tt is sufficient enuff! :)
I know ii owe a lot of updates + photos and Will upload my bday pics soon.. Too lazy to transfer files & organise them. Will do soon once ii clear my priorities. =X
Thanks babycong for a wonderful evening ytd at imm! (^^3
- Updating via Joyz's iPhone
I hate my voice now. Babycong commented that it is sexy..... Like a guy! Wth!! Zzz
I wanna go singing again.. Once ii've cough my lungs out, ii'll sing my lungs out~ ha!
Actually, I'm not organising a ktv session cos ii like to sing, but rather, a bonding session to me. Tt is why ii seldom sing during k-sessions. Pple think ii am wasting $$$ but to me, seeing all of them enjoy is worth my time + $$$.
See.. It's morning and ii am still awake! 4 more hours left to sleep.. Oh pretty pls, make me sleepy..
Later got to go ms teach pple how to do Internet marketing. Very reluctant cos it's not as easy as it seems but still will put in my best to teach them how to generate sales and income from home bcos we are a team! Tt is sufficient enuff! :)
I know ii owe a lot of updates + photos and Will upload my bday pics soon.. Too lazy to transfer files & organise them. Will do soon once ii clear my priorities. =X
Thanks babycong for a wonderful evening ytd at imm! (^^3
- Updating via Joyz's iPhone
Sore throat :(
Fancy having sore throat at this point of time. =.= I hope can faster recover as I have already organise a kbox session this Sunday. How to sing like this? Or even chat??! Ohmygoodness lo!
Right now, I'm standing in a 2-way street. It's either I go ahead as plan or back out and disappear. I'm afraid. Really afraid of being hurt emotionally again. Sigh!
Went to bugis ytd then went cityhall and back to marsiling. No time for shop but ii will make it up on Saturday. ^^
Finally got my huawei USB stick for $62! dirt cheap man! The seller didn't want to let it go at $60. Lol! But nvm. Now ii am back to working conveniently outside. Hehes!
3.more.days. Hope uu have enjoyed these 2 months with me. ("v")
- Posted from joyz's iPhone
Right now, I'm standing in a 2-way street. It's either I go ahead as plan or back out and disappear. I'm afraid. Really afraid of being hurt emotionally again. Sigh!
Went to bugis ytd then went cityhall and back to marsiling. No time for shop but ii will make it up on Saturday. ^^
Finally got my huawei USB stick for $62! dirt cheap man! The seller didn't want to let it go at $60. Lol! But nvm. Now ii am back to working conveniently outside. Hehes!
3.more.days. Hope uu have enjoyed these 2 months with me. ("v")
- Posted from joyz's iPhone
Location:Marsiling.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
This is Joyz'

