Happy Saturday!!

Agenda for today:

1. reply emails
2. daily work-to-do
3. create new christmas, new year logo
4. catch-up drama (last 2 epi of mrs p.i)
5. update blog (hopefully..)
6. get started w my game (hopefully got time.)

a question for all who still visits my blog:-

What would you attempt to do if you knew you could not fail?

ii really buay tahannn!

why guys like to ask irrelevant questions?!

1) the parcel came, it was for my sis.
they ask: what's this?
me: oh! min shopped online lo~
they: what's inside?
me: how ii know? ii'm also not her!

2) ii forgot what happened, but ii was annoyed again..

3) ii got gastritis, yet was craving for toast.
he asked: what you want to eat, ii buy for you.
ii went.. ii feel like eating 面包.
he: which type? BURGER?!
me: -.- zzzzz if ii want burger ii would have said burger not 面包 right?!
anyway, thanks for asking. morning blues + gastritis. sorry baby..

okies! sorry for being so direct these few days. iim very stressed up, thats why. ii know my boy have been tolerating all my nonsense attitude. 2-3 months is all ii need. please bear with me, my love..

because company is expanding triply fast, everyone is grabbing the opportunity to change their life. yes! the income seems easy but please have integrity.
superficial world they live in and ii am lucky ii am not under their care.. yes! ii may lose out but ii gain more.. money is not everything! it can't buy real relationships nor trust.

1 problem solved, another 2 problems arise. duplication huh? wth -.-

oh! btw.. Sarcasm is NOT A JOKE!
and any sarcastic remarks will be 100% ignored! iim serious!

3rd night without uu...

I just had the most unhealthy supper for this month! Hor Fun + Cai Dao Kueh + milk! Lol!!
Ok! That includes my dinner too =X ii seriously need to start consuming s-factor again yet ii keep forgetting to buy soyamilk zzz tmr must rmb to buy! Lol!!

Went to meet prescilla to pass her her cheque today. It's like finally I remembered to bring. =X

I was super duper lazy today, my butt got glued to the chair. If not, ii would have gone home already. kevin sat in to share stuff with jess and me as he was waiting for karen and karen was busy settling some issues.

it was a long sharing session. to sum up all, he is the 1st person ii look up upon to. he is the first person who made me open myself up during tbc. if not because of that day's sharing session, ii wouldnt be who ii am today. yes! ii am serious! ii used to be very stuck up! uu dunt talk to me, why should ii talk to uu? never expect the old joycelyn to start topic first. LOL! especially guys! ii dunt talk to them. ii hate talking to most of them. =X but after that night of sharing session, my point of view change. ii dunt know how it changes but ii feel that if there isnt any sharing session that night, ii will just go through tbc, not grow through it! LOL! The best thing is, although he is not my direct mentor, he still remember what ii shared. and its like 1 year back. omg! Thus ii am really grateful! ii think no one can understand how ii feel ba..

he shared many things which ii reflect upon myself. life is all about human relationships. this is true! so what if ii have a lot of certs but my PR is not good? my pay will still be low! he shared with me the inactive, active and proactive, how pple are easily replaced. he shared with me his foresight. he shared with me about mindsets. and ii like this particular sentence he says: every crisis meets a new opportunity. its how uu think of it! ^^ he shared many things with the 2 of us. hahahaas! if interested to know more, come ask me.. this really helps in your life, no matter what uu are doing - studies/work/rls!

okies! so ii did something crazy today! ii took photos of diamonds with my iphone and jess as my lighting woman! hahaas!

ii'm a rocker with the diamonds on my finger! ROCK-ON!

guess how much my hand's worth?

so many diamonds!! LOVES!!! more to come!!

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ii've did my part..

uu know how it feels when uu're focusing on helping someone and yet the person not only don't appreciate but still backstabs and criticises uu?

ii have learnt to ignore and thanks for all the constant building of cement in my heart.. ii am slowly getting immune to these. :)

ii take criticism from pple. unfortunately, uu are 1st to be out of my list. ii know uu will read this post somehow. so? ii have done my best to help uu and my conscious is free. so continue spreading bad things about me in the company or whatsoever.. even if tarnishing my reputation makes uu happy, ii am fine with it.

if uu ain't gonna to be true to urself, ain't gonna face the reality, ain't gonna learn from mistakes and open ur ears and sincere in treating others.. uu ain't going anywhere..

ii have seriously done my best.. time to move on..


backtrack today.. whole day at marine parade..
met up with Prescilla to pass her her cheque and.................. ii forgot to bring it out.. LOL!
was chatting with her. ask her to share with me her life in sg airlines. she asked me why ii dunt want to join airlines. LOL! how can ii? ii told her ii am short, not up to standard and 1 important factor is that ii'm a homey person. ii can stay home the whole day without feeling bored! even 1 month also not a problem for me. hahas!!

yes, ii want to travel and visit different countries and experience their culture there yet not in this manner =X sorry but imo, air stewardess is just a high class waitress to me x.x and waitress is in the bottom of my jobhunt list.

okies so after chatting with her, jones was next. he came to do inbody and this young dude wants 4 packs of abs. still have the cheek to ask me go train my triceps. ok! at least he convinced me to go tone my triceps a bit. hahas! so yes! ii am heading to the gym next week! but first of all.. ii need more nutrients and proteins! so imu6 and s-factor + white meat this week till ii go hit the gym! no red meat at all! gawd! -.-

this month seems like another challenging month for me.. and ii feel motivated once again. LOL! it seems like repeating history again.. history of 1 year+ ago.. love it!! ^^

ii feel in my work of field, my network has been expanding rapidly though not so big yet but still better than before ii just started.
it makes me realised 1 thing:
people come, people go.. some pple can click well with uu.. some pple, no matter how hard uu try to click with them.. uu just cant find the common topic.
Life: don't take it too hard cos it already is.
it is how uu want ur life to be - happy or unhappy.
hahahas!

later going to watch La Vie with babycong! woohoo~!! its our first musical + circus theatrical! hahaas! and this time, it is he who ask me to leave friday free for him before he came home to pass the tickets to me. LOL! xP

okies! gotta sleep liao.. the internet is super laggy at night -.-

Practice again

Didn't join my family for my bro's bday dinner as ii need to go back aljunied to meet Karen.

I asked her to teach me in in-body analysis. So she agreed and ask me to arrange with jenn too. I thought it's only the 4 of us. in the end, turn out to be 1 class. Lol!
Anyhow, am really more clear about in-body le. be it for health or for weight management, or even if you reach a plateau stage in losing fats, uu should consider doing an in-body analysis to see where the problem is then tackle from there. its all facts and figure.. don't damage ur health by assumptions.
So who wanna do in-body test but afraid consultant will push package can come find me. hahas! after 1 year in this industry, its time to stop relying on consultants already. always no slot give me. gosh! ii miss rei.. :(

Monday karen's gonna test us on that. Geez! anyone free to let me present in-body? give me some confidence pls~ o.o

I feel super lucky that ii am under her care. She taught me a lot thus ii dunt want to let her down, yet ii always still lose focus :(
Ever since ii stepped into this company, ii must say ii respect her a lot and look up upon her too! She's just someone ii hope ii can learn more things from. :)

Okies! Enough for today! Am turning in.. Nights all my readers! :)


-People do not seem to realize that their opinion of the world is also a confession of their character.-

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Not anywhere closer..

It's 3am! How time flies at night!
Seriously feels like sleeping now. But ii can't. I'm not anywhere closer to perfection, my confidence is not thr yet.. I need someone to boost my confidence! Sigh!

It seems like ii will be alone later for that battle. It's not a bad thing cos ii understand my mentors are training me to be independent. I admit I somehow rely on them all thanks to not having the guts to make the first step out.

Well, enuff of these! Do it Joycelyn! Do it for the sake of others who trusted uu and for urself! Uu sure ke yi de! (ha! Self-motivate =.=)

Woke up with a very bad morning. I teared once again. Sigh! I have doubts uu dunt wanna clear for me. Who can ii turn to, except myself?
Life's been like this, all the while. From young, ii tend to bottle things up inside me. The feeling ii portray out in front of my friends,are often the happy side of me. Not that ii am being fake or what. I have my own problems and stress but when ii am chatting or hanging out with my friends, they can only see the cheerful side of me. Rarely do they see me tear in front of them.. I think it's like once or twice lo! Out of the longest friendship - 10yrs ones. x_X

I think the fortunate ones are those ii can truly trust in. Hahas!

anyway, went to lanjut today to celebrAte bernyse's birthday. Finally saw Chloe! Hahas!! I dunt know why but ii like to see the 3 kids play. I'm 23 and ii still join in their playtime. Lol! I feel old. ><

This is how Chloe looks like now:


Sweet huh? Hahas!

Ok! Enough updates! I need to go practice again~ 4am now, later need to wake up by 12noon. Mygawd! I'm so… lathergic~ zzz


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Hectic day!

An experiencing day today. Woke up early somehow.. Nono! Is these few days dunt know why keep waking up before 1pm. =.= too stress already? Too desired to hit that director status! Zzz

Anyway, somehow last min appts came crashing in! ESP this afternoon one. It was damn last minute, ii couldn't get any help from any of the consultants available. It is just left with me - alone, to handle the customer, worth of $2000 sales! I'm not at all prepared even though ii wanted that sales figure to go into my acc somehow. Hahas!! And it'll be honored for it is solely based on my own efforts! I can feel the sense of accomplishment. Lol!

Now ii need to practice more and more on independency. If Allosious can whack sales himself, why can't ii? I am gonna make this happen. Yes ii am! And going to tell my people that they did not choose the wrong leader to follow. Wahahas!

Maybe bcos ii was too stress up, ii sounded pissed off when babycong called. He ask whr ii wanna go, ii told him orchard? He say siens. bugis? Nth to walk. Then ii ask him whr he suggest then, he say anything. I was so frustrated at his ans, ii went "then go tamp la!" and amazingly, he say ok. Lol! Bus-ed down from MP to tamp. I slowly reflected upon myself and cool myself down.

Baby knew ii wasn't feeling happy. He asked if ii wanna eat pizza since ytd ii didn't get to eat.. I said anything. In the end, he went to get Popeye's Chicken for me! *Loves* hahas!

Now having GSS, ii spotted Garfield & Odie, bought them!
Spotted a watch at Chomel and bought it too! Hahas! This month spent a lot! Ohgawd! Need to cut down on expenditure le..














Tmr going to see baby Chloe~
so miss her :(



-Do not complain about others when uu are not that perfect enough!-
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Independent!

Met ande, cherry and Their RC colleagues for lunch today. Been quite a while since ii meet ande for lunch at RC.

Passed her the stuff ii bought for her since Taiwan trip till now =.= sehkor le lo! But luckily she likes it. Hahas!! Was raving to me abt the fake eyelashes. Amazingly, ii didn't get her the wrong stuff! :)

Forgot how it started, I was deciding if ii should learn makeup or not. Cherry said if ii want to earn more $$$, ii should learn.. Lol! Ande said she dunt mind teach me da ban. =.= my only consideration is my laziness! Hahas!!

Status different Liao, that's what Henri says! ><

Time for some personal improvement! Cos...As usual, there are still many things on my to-do list waiting to be cleared away..
Must definitely stop procrastinating already as got someone commented on my procrastination. hahas!
(P.S: Joycelynnnnn...i'm still waiting for ur proposal =) Stop procastinating and take actionsss.. ha ha)

mygawd!! havent get back to him though. havent fix meeting time with him too. x_X

Anyway, ii think I'm gonna be the next consultant, can ii? I'm so afraid I couldn't do this well as Karen and Henri believe ii can do it! If I can, I need not really count on the consultants' help le.. Especially sales end, all 3 consultants booked in every slot!
Sigh! I miss Rei :( cos she will do her best to help me even if her schedule is fully pack!

Inbody ah inbody~ can uu allow me to rmb uulr analysis easily? I know ii can do it de, just need lots of practice plus CONFIDENCE!! Jiayou Joycelyn! Uu need to be independent liao! :)

Needa present inbody + packages to henri tmr and worst, present to ex-senior consultant - Karen! Omygawd! My stress lvl just increases! ><

Gotta go slp le~ chu yi Yao chi zhaii~ Vesak day!! :)


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Busy day ahead

I hope this kind of busy day will continue.

It's 5am! Mygawd! Gotta wake up early and must leave house by 1230pm. Having appt 2pm @ mp followed by 4pm.. Then meet the 2 boys @ SP.. I pray for a smooth day ahead. *prays~*

Many to-do things being piled up thanks to procrastination again! =.= what's new huh, joycelyn?
Hope tmr got spare time to complete some of my to-do stuff.

Went orchard with Jess today. Bought a jacket. *woots* was actually trying to stop myself from buying but nvm la, treat it as support cheesan and since ii really wanted a jacket. Lol!
I called babycong to tell him what ii bought. The conversation somehow went like this:
Me: baby, ii bought a jacket.
Babycong: sigh! today uu buy jacket. Ytd uu bought a bag. Tmr dunt tell me uu go buy shoe hor!
Me: ya! How uu know ii wanna buy shoe?

Hahas! So funny lo! Then when ii reach home, ii told him:
"Baby, ii wear the jacket for uu to see. Dunt say ok only aa!"
Cos ii knew he will say "ok la" whenever ii buy something and ask him if it's nice. =.= and thr he goes, ok la, despite pre-warning him. Zzz

he just tickles my heart somehow. ^^

Past 2 days, my emotions wasn't very good. I ranted my feelings to Karen since I couldn't turn to anyone. So random but it works. Though ii think she may feel weird cos she dunt even know what ii'm talking abt. x_x
Her "woahaha" method is... powerful! xD "woahaha~"

Damien ask if ii want to join in the puppy network. I tot he meant buying a puppy and form a network. Hahas! He just bought a puppy terrier and asked if ii wanna join in fostering him. cute lil' puppy thru the photo. Shall see if ii can spot him in company tmr. ^^

Dunt know why nowadays cute dogs keep appearing in my life. Reminded me of Paris..

Wow! This is so far the longest post ii have posted thru my iPhone! Hahas!! Love the way ii customize my iPhone system data! Cool.shit! xD

=stalkers.are.scary~ =S

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Excited…NOT!!

Something BIG is going to happen again! And ii am not prepared for it, still!! Ohmygoodnessgracious!
WTF have ii been doing? I start to doubt if ii should continue.
It's like everyone is excited about it,
everyone is looking forward to it,
Everyone is gonna MAKE IT BIG again this time round.
Everyone EXCEPT Me!

Feeling kind of lost now! Seriously. I feel I have let down a lot of pple. I jolly well know ii can do it!
I did it before, this is nth! It just require 3X the efforts to Make it Happen Again!
Yet somehow, ii have lost that feeling somewhere in my complacency. Shit that BIG TIME! It's really difficult to stand up again. Sigh! Can anyone understand my feeling? I doubt so.

Now I am left with 2 choice - to go forward and make it happen again or to back out and disappoint all who believe in me. Sigh!

Nvm that. Now that ii am in the midst of setting up my own company, I think focus on that first. This will be another difficult path, no one knows except me and my 3 partners. I really do hope my hubby will support me. Sigh!


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2nd Sept - Happy Birthday HY! ^^

Went mp and karen was thr =x was surprised she called cos promised today my boy go meet her de.. but we didnt cos of some issue.. which, she helped me to solve, not sure it'll go as according to her plan but ii will give it a shot!

OMG!! as ii sat down, she was reading Sean Wong's new book. curious, ii asked her to lend me see cos it is really a good book. and of cos, she didnt lend me cos she wanted to show me something else....... her Diamond Ring!! OMG lo!! so BIG and BLing! it is a rare design that only pple like her can get.. not say ii want, but it is really unique! hahas!


joycelyn seriously needs help..
can anyone help her? =(

or maybe, she should help herself first?

how ii wish joycelyn koh can be a lil' mean!! >:(

finally ii get to see uu again =)

now its 5th of July!

so HAPPY BIRTHDAY Ms Leong YL!!
ahahas! dunt know uu'll read this ma..better read cos dunt waste my time typing =x *jk*

today, last day of june sales month.. am happy ii didnt gave up and also thankful to henri fer thinking of ways to make me hit a bigger pay cheque. hehes! *satisfied but not enuff!*

been taking everything easy fer 1month+ and now, time to move on!!

planning to go on a trip with my boy, hopefully on our 6years anniversary. and its just 2 months away~ so need to earn more to spend more during our trip.. hehes!
*am.looking.forward.my.boy^^*

today met up with andrea fer her review. not bad results girl! jia you! next month ur successful testimony will be the best bday present uu give to urself =D

left mp at 5+pm then went aljunied to meet my boy. oh my! he looks so.. different! iszit cos ii never see him fer almost a week? ii felt happy and yet, strange =x hahas!

headed to mirama hotel fer dinner.. the serving of food was damn slow.. slow until everyone felt full and no momentum to eat on the 3/4th dish =.= stood all the way there till 9+pm, 10pm.. then headed to my dad's place.. reach home 12+am liaos x_X

okies! enuff of blogging, ii want to offline le. tmr go suntec~



"Someone should tell us, right at the start of our lives, that we are dying. There we might live life to the limit, every minute of every day. DO it! I say. Whatever you want to do,do it now!
There are only so many tomorrows." -By Michael Landon
(ii.love.the.sentence.in.bold!)

ii can't believe myself x_X

ii managed to stay thru this job fer 1 month.. lols!
ii'm a person who loves flexibility bcos ii hate to stick to a certain time slot everyday thats why ii cant do sales.. but ii managed to stick thru my 1st month with Eric and Jex =)

received my pay today. though it is little but at least i can help my mum to settle a bit of our housing bills =)

though ii am not into insurance, ii learnt quite alot of stuffs from the people there. may be thinking of taking up a financial plan too bcos ii need to plan fer my boy and my future and also my future child's future.. but not with the income ii have now!! it'll never be enuff!! so ii need to make money work fer me.. hehes!!

and as fer lfi.. hmms.. will continue working towards finding the right person and building my strong base.. ii know its difficult but just like insurance,uu need pple to trust uu. jonly difference is that insurance is more recognised and earns easier comm but must meet target,otherwise get booted out =.=
so ii hope eric gets lots of clients if not my job... can say bye bye le =X

reflecting on november 2008, ii learnt quite alot of things from eric and henry =)
and ii am still learning on doing a better job on calling customers/part-timers =S still not very comfortable though but ii shall use this chance to gain my confidence and make more friends with successful pple =)

finally, i'm lucky to have a supportive bf,otherwise ii doubt ii can be able to do these jobs and learn new things =)
*thanks baby fer ur support =)*

tmr traffic counting....... *yawns~*
another busy week ahead...
Joycelyn hopes to have more ren yuan =)

cold weather =S

these few days weather so cold. help my mum save electricity cos never on fan. ~hahas~

ytd work tc till 3am @ clarke quay.
~ii.want.go.clark.quay.slack..who.want.to.go.with.me.?~
time passes so slow lors and ii'm gonna die soon if ii'm placed at that location again this sunday. maybe ii should start smoking so that ii wunt die early. ~wahahas!!~ got what ii mean? ya? at there,alot of smokers. most of them were from mama's bar workers. every 10 mins sure got pple from mama's bar sit at taxi stand there smoke. z_Z and me? ii passive smoke. =X ii want change location. =( but there good cos got fan blow so not so hot. ~hehes~
saw angels walking around. 2 female angels, 3 male angels. dunt know what they are promoting. but it's feels so like christmas. =P



after work,took cab back with jean,seth and 1 guy. found 1 strawberry flavoured "C" in the backseat. =S jean and me were laughing when she threw the "C" onto the guy's bag. ~rofl~ she still took a photo of it. =.= then we placed it in between the driver and passenger seat. when alighting,we asked seth to see. he smiled and sms us silly =.=!!

another boring day ytd. was also supposed to meet up with GE - akatsuki players cos our faction got gathering. but ii got work =( so my bro went alone. very long never play GE le. tot of selling away my acc but ii she bu de. ~hais~ yet anyway, GE coming out 1 new map - Paradise. nice nice. maybe playing back GE. =X so indecisive again =(




today,supposed to go SITEX fair with baby dear. but last minute,his sec sch SJAB friends called fer meet up. he's so happy receiving their call so ii let him go lors. thus,ii'm here blogging away with nonsensical stuffs.

later going to wayn's house cos nicholas's bday tmr, having bbq at his hse today.
get to see chloe~~ =D

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