so fast, its thursday already.. hehes!
and ii just woke up at 230am =x was feeling tiired so ii took a "nap" at 11+pm. actually wanted to sleep to the following day so morning ii can do some house work since my boy is not here to help me =X yet somehow ii just woke up... to watch dvd =.= jean needs to return it later..
to me, ii always wish my life can be like others.. morning wake up, at night sleep... cos ii know morning can do a lot of things - like eat breakfast! hahas! ii dunt know why but ii prefer breakfast and hi-tea to other meal times. =x however, if ii were to wake up in the morning and sleep at night, the time with my boy will be left with Saturdays.. ii myself knows too that my boy also wants this normal lifestyle but due to his work, he cant. =( so ii hope by age 30, ii can enjoy retirement with my boy and our newly formed family ^^
today, on my way to mp, ii did some thinking.. in fact, ytd after meeting, my mind was already sorting out some stuff in my life... its only today that ii made a decision... ii need to move on in my life now... ii cant disappoint pple or let pple disappoint me and make me stay put... SAP is round the corner.. ii need to be prepared fer it! so yupps! more disappointments in life will now keep me motivated to move on~ =)
today chatted a while with my boy.. he seems busy fer his outfield.. he told me he will be out of reach till later in the evening, ii think... its so funny when he told me that ytd he was the being attacked by enemies and now, it is payback time! =X
army life seems fun.. before ii grew up, ii always dream to be in the military or police force.. cos can always be surrounded by friends, can do those trainings.. hahas! but as ii grow up, ii realised as a female, it can never be easy staying in-camp and doing trainings. girls should know why.. guys will never understand. lols! thus, ii admire those ladies who are going towards that job field.. =)
it is just so amazing how ii managed to see my boy grow up. before army life, he's kind of immature =x after army life, ii realised he really grows up and take pride in whatever he do.. and the biggest change in him is being organised.. "this one must put here, cannot put there" =X as ii always misplace my things, he will always be the one to know where it is. hahas! his temper also improve a lot as he becomes more understanding.. now, the only thing ii dunt like about is he don't dote on me as much as last time le =( ii guess maybe cos he matures so he goes for bigger views of responsibilities like us getting married, getting a house etc.. thus dunt see the need to teng me on minor stuff.. but ii guess this is a good thing too? hahas!
it is also amazing how 2 strangers met, fell in love and form a bonding. how opposites attracts and how my ideal love/lover is just an expectation.
ii wonder how many lovers managed to meet their expectations? how many lovers out there are of similar characteristics? can 2 people share the same love with common characteristics and interests? hmms...
imagine a couple who loves to spend $$, got together.. (they will be broke!) 2 misers fell in love. (they will have lots of $$ but don't know how to enjoy life!) or even 2 computer geeks found love through technology..(ii think they communicates through codes and numbers!) LOLs! wouldnt their lives be boring??? >.<
for me,
ii am generous, my boy is thrifty..
ii am untidy, my boy is neat..
ii am happy-go-lucky, my boy is more of a serious person..
ii am lazy, my boy is hardworking..
ii am a homey person, my boy is outgoing..
ii like to joke but the last person who can catch my joke, will be my boy! (this, ii can never understand why is it so difficult for me to make my boy laugh.. note: it is laugh, not smile! some of my friends say he is serious with me cos he loves me..maybe this is the reason why?) and bcos of this, his play-hard-to-get laughters always never fail to tickle my heart ♥
"what uu think, uu become; what uu do today, affects ur life tomorrow.
uu can slow down in life but never ever allow urself to stay put!
the world is changing everyday. if uu choose to stay put and think uu are what uu are, uu will be a loser of tomorrow's world."
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8th day.. 3 more days to go...
today's entry will be kept short cos later ii'll have to wake up earlier than usual.
finally ii met shani, a part timer who managed to close a slimming package in her first week! and it was cold market! omg! ii wasnt even able to do that when ii just started.. lols!
anyway, she is a nice girl.. and ii found out that she's a leo =x how come more and more leo pple are starting to step into my life? hahas!!
today's meeting ended early but we waited and waited till its time to go home.. =x
meeting updates were shocking but really exciting! hahas!! and all thanks to that, ii added another 2 more goals into my goal list... =)
my mood was being affected by someone today.. ii almost burst out lo.. but luckily ii remembered henri's words: never get too emotional. so ii tried my very best to curb my emotions. lols! its easy fer me cos ii never really cry or throw tantrums in front of friends since young.. thus, friends who saw me cry b4, are fortunate! hahas!
ii realised that ii admire those pple who can be emo.. cos their face expresses their feelings..
like then smile... not happy just walk away/keep quiet and show a F.up face.. just like my boy.. ^^ hahas! he always put on a cool face if he sees someone he dunt really like =X
ii cant seem to do that cos ii will feel obliged.. whether ii am happy or not, ii will still smile.. unless the person is the one whom ii am angry with, then that person can see me ignore him/her while ii continue to enjoy myself talking/joking with the rest. hahas!
ii will think that if ii were to walk away, how the people hanging out with me feel? ii will be the wetblanket who pulls everyone's mood down lo.. so ii rather stay put and smile~ hahas! (easy to zhong nei shang!)
ok.. end off here.. call my boy then ii slp liaos.. weather so cool... hehes! ^^
Only those who have learned the power of sincere and selfless contribution experience life's deepest joy: true fulfillment. -Tony Robbins
finally ii met shani, a part timer who managed to close a slimming package in her first week! and it was cold market! omg! ii wasnt even able to do that when ii just started.. lols!
anyway, she is a nice girl.. and ii found out that she's a leo =x how come more and more leo pple are starting to step into my life? hahas!!
today's meeting ended early but we waited and waited till its time to go home.. =x
meeting updates were shocking but really exciting! hahas!! and all thanks to that, ii added another 2 more goals into my goal list... =)
my mood was being affected by someone today.. ii almost burst out lo.. but luckily ii remembered henri's words: never get too emotional. so ii tried my very best to curb my emotions. lols! its easy fer me cos ii never really cry or throw tantrums in front of friends since young.. thus, friends who saw me cry b4, are fortunate! hahas!
ii realised that ii admire those pple who can be emo.. cos their face expresses their feelings..
like then smile... not happy just walk away/keep quiet and show a F.up face.. just like my boy.. ^^ hahas! he always put on a cool face if he sees someone he dunt really like =X
ii cant seem to do that cos ii will feel obliged.. whether ii am happy or not, ii will still smile.. unless the person is the one whom ii am angry with, then that person can see me ignore him/her while ii continue to enjoy myself talking/joking with the rest. hahas!
ii will think that if ii were to walk away, how the people hanging out with me feel? ii will be the wetblanket who pulls everyone's mood down lo.. so ii rather stay put and smile~ hahas! (easy to zhong nei shang!)
ok.. end off here.. call my boy then ii slp liaos.. weather so cool... hehes! ^^
Only those who have learned the power of sincere and selfless contribution experience life's deepest joy: true fulfillment. -Tony Robbins
This is Joyz'
-LoveStory-
7th night uu are away...
ii'm so dead! the timing of my blog entries are getting more and more early... =X
been doing some work at home today.. didnt notice the time until damien came to chat with me on msn, ii was so shock to know tt it was already 5am =.=!!
guess ii was engross on thinking and getting inspirations!
well, today was a good day to stay at home...... cos its raining! ahahas! ii took a "short" nap as ii got awaken by jean at 9+am =.=!! so after doing a lil' stuff, drinking s-factor (cos nobody wants mac breakfast), watch 2 episodes of "nan xiong lan di", the weather started to darken. my whole body was worn out. ii layed on my bed feeling so comfortable and cosy. + ii slept on my boy's pillow, so have his smell.. hehes! soon, ii fell aslp.....................................................
my subconscious mind brought me to a place somewhere like snow city but even better! cos it was colder and bigger! (ii.was.feeling.real.cold.as.it.was.raining.heavily.in.reality) ii cant really remembered what happened but it was something like that:
my boy and ii + some others, ii think they're our friends cos ii didnt felt alone with my boy. it was so cold that ii was shivering inside and ii could really feel the cool breeze on my hands in reality.. though it was freezing, we still happily made our way up and reached the submit of a "mountain" where we were supposed to skii down the snow-covered floor.. *wee~*
after that................... ii was brought back to my house, somehow.... ii noticed my boy walking into our room while fiddling with his new N97 (white)! ii am not sure why but ii got annoyed.. maybe cos he bought the phone without telling me? hahas! ii ignored him and walked straight into the toilet.. he knew ii was annoyed so he stood outside the toilet and kept asking why am ii angry.. ii got pissed off that ii stormed out of the toilet and we started quarrelling.. ii dunt know what was the quarrel all about but in reality, ii was really feeling annoyed while ii'm asleep! =x after some time, he gave in and said the phone's for me.. yet, ii still didn't feel happy at all.. hahas! maybe cos my desire fer N97 is not that high yet.. lols!
2 dreams.. and it was evening time liaos... so happy that ii dreamt of him though the later dream wasn't a good dream at all, am still happy! xD
anyway, did any of uu ever dream something which left an impact, so much that when uu wake up, uu're feeling like what uu dreamt?
ii have leis =x ii still remember a time when ii dreamt of something so heartbreaking, (forget what was it about.) ii woke up with my heart aching so much that ii can really cry.... (the tear was ready to gush out)
dreams are interesting right? ii can never phantom them..
ok! so much said.. got to slp liaos... later need to go out until late at night then reach home (as usual) couldnt felt much excitement even though ii know tonight's meeting will have some shocking updates.. hmms.. guess ii need to learn to hype myself up more...
been doing some work at home today.. didnt notice the time until damien came to chat with me on msn, ii was so shock to know tt it was already 5am =.=!!
guess ii was engross on thinking and getting inspirations!
well, today was a good day to stay at home...... cos its raining! ahahas! ii took a "short" nap as ii got awaken by jean at 9+am =.=!! so after doing a lil' stuff, drinking s-factor (cos nobody wants mac breakfast), watch 2 episodes of "nan xiong lan di", the weather started to darken. my whole body was worn out. ii layed on my bed feeling so comfortable and cosy. + ii slept on my boy's pillow, so have his smell.. hehes! soon, ii fell aslp.....................................................
my subconscious mind brought me to a place somewhere like snow city but even better! cos it was colder and bigger! (ii.was.feeling.real.cold.as.it.was.raining.heavily.in.reality) ii cant really remembered what happened but it was something like that:
my boy and ii + some others, ii think they're our friends cos ii didnt felt alone with my boy. it was so cold that ii was shivering inside and ii could really feel the cool breeze on my hands in reality.. though it was freezing, we still happily made our way up and reached the submit of a "mountain" where we were supposed to skii down the snow-covered floor.. *wee~*
after that................... ii was brought back to my house, somehow.... ii noticed my boy walking into our room while fiddling with his new N97 (white)! ii am not sure why but ii got annoyed.. maybe cos he bought the phone without telling me? hahas! ii ignored him and walked straight into the toilet.. he knew ii was annoyed so he stood outside the toilet and kept asking why am ii angry.. ii got pissed off that ii stormed out of the toilet and we started quarrelling.. ii dunt know what was the quarrel all about but in reality, ii was really feeling annoyed while ii'm asleep! =x after some time, he gave in and said the phone's for me.. yet, ii still didn't feel happy at all.. hahas! maybe cos my desire fer N97 is not that high yet.. lols!
2 dreams.. and it was evening time liaos... so happy that ii dreamt of him though the later dream wasn't a good dream at all, am still happy! xD
anyway, did any of uu ever dream something which left an impact, so much that when uu wake up, uu're feeling like what uu dreamt?
ii have leis =x ii still remember a time when ii dreamt of something so heartbreaking, (forget what was it about.) ii woke up with my heart aching so much that ii can really cry.... (the tear was ready to gush out)
dreams are interesting right? ii can never phantom them..
ok! so much said.. got to slp liaos... later need to go out until late at night then reach home (as usual) couldnt felt much excitement even though ii know tonight's meeting will have some shocking updates.. hmms.. guess ii need to learn to hype myself up more...
If you can imagine it, you can achieve it;
if you can dream it, you can become it. =)
-William Arthur Ward
if you can dream it, you can become it. =)
-William Arthur Ward
This is Joyz'
-LoveStory-
my boy's off again!
after a night with him, he's back to his camp at the other end of singapore, again.. =(
well, enjoyed my night with him last night and thank God fer the cosy day cos ii can see him cuddling in our cosy nest, watching his TV again. hehes!
nothing much fer today. basically cos we were spending quality time together chatting. ii felt so in love again! ♥
anyway, ii have been searching fer a good spa place to go to in singapore. hopefully this weekend can go cos next weekend need to attend a 2 days course.. that leaves me with 3 weekends to go~ x_X
*will.it.turn.out.better.than.my.expectations?*
last chatted on the phone with my boy (before he sleeps.)
we chatted on a topic which kept me thinking till just now. forgotten what we chatted before we linked to this topic. i'd just type what ii remember:
JK: it will be estimated 4-5years later after our family pop out another baby. cos ii dunt think kenny and sihui will come out another baby at this time. As a mother, ii feel that the best should be given to her child. so after chloe have all the best stuff, then she may consider giving birth to another. thats what ii think la.. then fer us, it is also not so soon cos we havent earn enough to give our child the best childhood he/she can have.
JC: not necessary to earn a lot then can have a baby ma.. what we can afford to give then we give lo.. pple poor still give birth to so many kids.
JK: Yupps. so do uu consider urself having a good childhood last time?
JC: ok la. better than some other kids.
JK: ya lo.. we are more fortunate if we think of poorer kids. but dun't uu prefer to have better childhood like those of a more well-off families kids do?
JC: ya. so must earn more $$$ lo.
JK: and we need to really plan before starting a family lo.. cos ii dunt want my child to be like me or uu.. at least we can do our very best to give them what they need and a better childhood, right? ^^
ii know sometimes life is unpredictable. but it is always good to plan ahead so in case something crops up, at least still not so bad. ever since ii started to tend to worry more about my future, ii have been thinking of this liaos..
how much is enough? enough is enough when uu stop asking "how much" ?
last time ii used to have a thinking - get married with my boy, start a family, be happy. thats it! its so easy. however since after ii started to interact with more and more pple and play The Sims 1,2 & 3, ii realised that life is not so simple as it is. ii can be happy but will the kids be happy if ii cant give them what they need? (notice: it is need, not want.) the world is ever-changing and the value of money seems to depreciate each year. pple are getting smarter all thanks to technology. thus, being a child now can never be as naive as compared to our parents' generation le.. so imagine how's it like fer our next generation?
take a minute and think abt it ba.. ii've already sorted mine out liaos.. so should all of uu too. lols!
(note: this is merely what ii think abt fer my life. uu may not think this way. =)
well, enjoyed my night with him last night and thank God fer the cosy day cos ii can see him cuddling in our cosy nest, watching his TV again. hehes!
nothing much fer today. basically cos we were spending quality time together chatting. ii felt so in love again! ♥
anyway, ii have been searching fer a good spa place to go to in singapore. hopefully this weekend can go cos next weekend need to attend a 2 days course.. that leaves me with 3 weekends to go~ x_X
*will.it.turn.out.better.than.my.expectations?*
last chatted on the phone with my boy (before he sleeps.)
we chatted on a topic which kept me thinking till just now. forgotten what we chatted before we linked to this topic. i'd just type what ii remember:
JK: it will be estimated 4-5years later after our family pop out another baby. cos ii dunt think kenny and sihui will come out another baby at this time. As a mother, ii feel that the best should be given to her child. so after chloe have all the best stuff, then she may consider giving birth to another. thats what ii think la.. then fer us, it is also not so soon cos we havent earn enough to give our child the best childhood he/she can have.
JC: not necessary to earn a lot then can have a baby ma.. what we can afford to give then we give lo.. pple poor still give birth to so many kids.
JK: Yupps. so do uu consider urself having a good childhood last time?
JC: ok la. better than some other kids.
JK: ya lo.. we are more fortunate if we think of poorer kids. but dun't uu prefer to have better childhood like those of a more well-off families kids do?
JC: ya. so must earn more $$$ lo.
JK: and we need to really plan before starting a family lo.. cos ii dunt want my child to be like me or uu.. at least we can do our very best to give them what they need and a better childhood, right? ^^
ii know sometimes life is unpredictable. but it is always good to plan ahead so in case something crops up, at least still not so bad. ever since ii started to tend to worry more about my future, ii have been thinking of this liaos..
how much is enough? enough is enough when uu stop asking "how much" ?
last time ii used to have a thinking - get married with my boy, start a family, be happy. thats it! its so easy. however since after ii started to interact with more and more pple and play The Sims 1,2 & 3, ii realised that life is not so simple as it is. ii can be happy but will the kids be happy if ii cant give them what they need? (notice: it is need, not want.) the world is ever-changing and the value of money seems to depreciate each year. pple are getting smarter all thanks to technology. thus, being a child now can never be as naive as compared to our parents' generation le.. so imagine how's it like fer our next generation?
take a minute and think abt it ba.. ii've already sorted mine out liaos.. so should all of uu too. lols!
(note: this is merely what ii think abt fer my life. uu may not think this way. =)
This is Joyz'
-LoveStory-
finally ii get to see uu again =)
now its 5th of July!
so HAPPY BIRTHDAY Ms Leong YL!!
ahahas! dunt know uu'll read this ma..better read cos dunt waste my time typing =x *jk*
today, last day of june sales month.. am happy ii didnt gave up and also thankful to henri fer thinking of ways to make me hit a bigger pay cheque. hehes! *satisfied but not enuff!*
been taking everything easy fer 1month+ and now, time to move on!!
planning to go on a trip with my boy, hopefully on our 6years anniversary. and its just 2 months away~ so need to earn more to spend more during our trip.. hehes!
*am.looking.forward.my.boy^^*
today met up with andrea fer her review. not bad results girl! jia you! next month ur successful testimony will be the best bday present uu give to urself =D
left mp at 5+pm then went aljunied to meet my boy. oh my! he looks so.. different! iszit cos ii never see him fer almost a week? ii felt happy and yet, strange =x hahas!
headed to mirama hotel fer dinner.. the serving of food was damn slow.. slow until everyone felt full and no momentum to eat on the 3/4th dish =.= stood all the way there till 9+pm, 10pm.. then headed to my dad's place.. reach home 12+am liaos x_X
okies! enuff of blogging, ii want to offline le. tmr go suntec~
"Someone should tell us, right at the start of our lives, that we are dying. There we might live life to the limit, every minute of every day. DO it! I say. Whatever you want to do,do it now!
There are only so many tomorrows." -By Michael Landon
(ii.love.the.sentence.in.bold!)
so HAPPY BIRTHDAY Ms Leong YL!!
ahahas! dunt know uu'll read this ma..better read cos dunt waste my time typing =x *jk*
today, last day of june sales month.. am happy ii didnt gave up and also thankful to henri fer thinking of ways to make me hit a bigger pay cheque. hehes! *satisfied but not enuff!*
been taking everything easy fer 1month+ and now, time to move on!!
planning to go on a trip with my boy, hopefully on our 6years anniversary. and its just 2 months away~ so need to earn more to spend more during our trip.. hehes!
*am.looking.forward.my.boy^^*
today met up with andrea fer her review. not bad results girl! jia you! next month ur successful testimony will be the best bday present uu give to urself =D
left mp at 5+pm then went aljunied to meet my boy. oh my! he looks so.. different! iszit cos ii never see him fer almost a week? ii felt happy and yet, strange =x hahas!
headed to mirama hotel fer dinner.. the serving of food was damn slow.. slow until everyone felt full and no momentum to eat on the 3/4th dish =.= stood all the way there till 9+pm, 10pm.. then headed to my dad's place.. reach home 12+am liaos x_X
okies! enuff of blogging, ii want to offline le. tmr go suntec~
"Someone should tell us, right at the start of our lives, that we are dying. There we might live life to the limit, every minute of every day. DO it! I say. Whatever you want to do,do it now!
There are only so many tomorrows." -By Michael Landon
(ii.love.the.sentence.in.bold!)
This is Joyz'
-LoveStory-
5th day!
Just finish chatting on the phone with my boy..
its soon to be 6am. gotta slp liaos, later got to wake up early go mp.
Last day of june sales month.. still need to fight a little bit more for a bigger cheque.
ii can do it de! cos its just a bit more to go.. so dunt give up!! =)
today's time planning not so smooth. got dinner tonight at my dad's side and ii have to attend a meeting at 430pm. don't know can make it in time for dinner ma. anyway also don't really want to go for dinner cos my boy today book out then my dad never include him. WTH right? thats why ii hate to go over lo. dinner at restaurant so what? cannot add extra seat ar?! so annoyed! >< okies! logging off liaos. looking forward to seeing my boy later! ♥
ii find this interesting, share with all of uu. (credits: Rei)
its soon to be 6am. gotta slp liaos, later got to wake up early go mp.
Last day of june sales month.. still need to fight a little bit more for a bigger cheque.
ii can do it de! cos its just a bit more to go.. so dunt give up!! =)
today's time planning not so smooth. got dinner tonight at my dad's side and ii have to attend a meeting at 430pm. don't know can make it in time for dinner ma. anyway also don't really want to go for dinner cos my boy today book out then my dad never include him. WTH right? thats why ii hate to go over lo. dinner at restaurant so what? cannot add extra seat ar?! so annoyed! >< okies! logging off liaos. looking forward to seeing my boy later! ♥
ii find this interesting, share with all of uu. (credits: Rei)
Simple Truths Newsletter: Dreamer and Doubter
There are many different aspects that live inside of us and two of them I respectfully dubbed the Dreamer and Doubter. When it comes to pursuing our dreams, The Dreamer is often gung ho while the Doubter can provide a laundry list of concerns and issues.
After a speech in Rome, a woman with a beautiful accent asked me to tell her one of my personal dreams. Assuming I'd never see her again, I decided to share a dream I had never spoken out loud, one I had kept such a good secret that even I was beginning to forget it.
"My dream is to spend the summer writing in the Greek Islands," I said all in one breath.
She handed me her card and replied, "I have a villa in Greece. Why don't you come as my guest?"
I was floored and reminded that amazing things happen when we share our dreams. I was elated, or more accurately, part of me was. Here's a peek inside my head. See if this kind of interchange sounds familiar.
Dreamer: I am so excited!
Doubter: Not me. I don't like this at all. It's far away and could be dangerous.
Dreamer: Nonsense. This is my dream handed to me on a silver platter.
Doubter/Realist (they're close cousins): Who is going to run your business while you're away?
Dreamer: My fabulous team whom I completely trust.
Doubter: Well, how's it going to look to your clients that you are out of the country for three months?
Dreamer: I think as a Dream Coach, it's going to look pretty good.
When you are stuck, procrastinating or worrying, chances are your Doubter has taken over. If ignored, it can sabotage your dreams. So how do you deal with it? Turn the volume down a notch and the Doubter simply becomes the Realist, the part that wants to know where the time and money will come from for your venture.
But before you turn down the Doubter, hear from it. It will give you valuable information such as a list of obstacles that you can manage later. Freedom comes as you appreciate its wisdom and insight rather than judging it as the enemy.
If you never deal with your doubt and you meet another Doubter on the road, their doubt will magnify yours. However, if you have worked with your own doubt, next time a Doubter challenges you, by contrast it will be the opportunity to deepen your commitment and conviction to your dream.
This is one of 28 chapters in Marcia Wieder's book, Dreams Are Whispers From The Soul.
There are many different aspects that live inside of us and two of them I respectfully dubbed the Dreamer and Doubter. When it comes to pursuing our dreams, The Dreamer is often gung ho while the Doubter can provide a laundry list of concerns and issues.
After a speech in Rome, a woman with a beautiful accent asked me to tell her one of my personal dreams. Assuming I'd never see her again, I decided to share a dream I had never spoken out loud, one I had kept such a good secret that even I was beginning to forget it.
"My dream is to spend the summer writing in the Greek Islands," I said all in one breath.
She handed me her card and replied, "I have a villa in Greece. Why don't you come as my guest?"
I was floored and reminded that amazing things happen when we share our dreams. I was elated, or more accurately, part of me was. Here's a peek inside my head. See if this kind of interchange sounds familiar.
Dreamer: I am so excited!
Doubter: Not me. I don't like this at all. It's far away and could be dangerous.
Dreamer: Nonsense. This is my dream handed to me on a silver platter.
Doubter/Realist (they're close cousins): Who is going to run your business while you're away?
Dreamer: My fabulous team whom I completely trust.
Doubter: Well, how's it going to look to your clients that you are out of the country for three months?
Dreamer: I think as a Dream Coach, it's going to look pretty good.
When you are stuck, procrastinating or worrying, chances are your Doubter has taken over. If ignored, it can sabotage your dreams. So how do you deal with it? Turn the volume down a notch and the Doubter simply becomes the Realist, the part that wants to know where the time and money will come from for your venture.
But before you turn down the Doubter, hear from it. It will give you valuable information such as a list of obstacles that you can manage later. Freedom comes as you appreciate its wisdom and insight rather than judging it as the enemy.
If you never deal with your doubt and you meet another Doubter on the road, their doubt will magnify yours. However, if you have worked with your own doubt, next time a Doubter challenges you, by contrast it will be the opportunity to deepen your commitment and conviction to your dream.
This is one of 28 chapters in Marcia Wieder's book, Dreams Are Whispers From The Soul.
This is Joyz'
-LoveStory-
4th night!
Saturday is coming!!
how come ii dunt see any excitement?
sigh! 1 week since uu went in, a few things happened. why? make me so miserable.. especially now, ii dunt even know what's wrong or why am ii feeling like this?!?! is it cos ii miss uu TOO MUCH? or cos we're drifting apart?
1 week going to pass, everyone's busy.. ii'm tired yet still have 2 more days to go.. really hope sometimes ii can have a listening ear.. and ii very much hope that person will be uu. =(
can uu feel that? sigh!
read this in rei's note:
I only want a man who will cuddle me to sleep, kiss me goodnight and kiss me when he wakes up...(ii'm looking forward to it again)
A man who will observe that I'm upset and ask me why..(quite true! cos uu dunt really know till ii voice out or express it.)
A man who will cuddle me and hold me tightly when I'm upset... (thats when ii needed uu most!)
A man who will kiss me and say he loves me...(sometimes uu forget but its ok cos ii will remind uu ^^)
A man who will take care of me and tell me not to worry as he's taking care of everything and he's carrying all the burden for me...(uu didnt tell me not to worry but uu are taking great care of me, ii feel blessed!)
A man who will buy me herbal tea for me to drink anytime as he realises I don't have a good throat...(uu did it just last week =)
A man who will try to understand and talk to me...(we always quarrel cos of communications =( )
A man who will try to understand how i feel and not only want me to understand how he feels...(hmms~ no comments!)
A man who will try to understand the stress I'm in and not only want me to understand that he's under stress too...(ii may not understand the stress uu are in but ii will always put myself in ur shoes thus ii hope uu will understand those stress ii have and may stress upon uu..)
A man who will make meals for me when I don't feel like making meals...(ii miss eating with uu =( )
A man who will not raise his voice at me when he finds that I don't match the standard he wants...(uu only hurl vulgarities ba.. used to it liaos anyway!)
A man who will accept me for who I am and how I look like and will not change me to the way he wants...(do uu really accept me fer who ii am? ii guessed so?!?! =x)
A man who will continue to treat me like a princess like how he did and promised to...(ii'm already ur princess! cos uu made me feel like 1.)
espectations high? lols! guess its our imperfections that brings us together..
ii just hope everything will be smooth again..
how come ii dunt see any excitement?
sigh! 1 week since uu went in, a few things happened. why? make me so miserable.. especially now, ii dunt even know what's wrong or why am ii feeling like this?!?! is it cos ii miss uu TOO MUCH? or cos we're drifting apart?
1 week going to pass, everyone's busy.. ii'm tired yet still have 2 more days to go.. really hope sometimes ii can have a listening ear.. and ii very much hope that person will be uu. =(
can uu feel that? sigh!
read this in rei's note:
I only want a man who will cuddle me to sleep, kiss me goodnight and kiss me when he wakes up...(ii'm looking forward to it again)
A man who will observe that I'm upset and ask me why..(quite true! cos uu dunt really know till ii voice out or express it.)
A man who will cuddle me and hold me tightly when I'm upset... (thats when ii needed uu most!)
A man who will kiss me and say he loves me...(sometimes uu forget but its ok cos ii will remind uu ^^)
A man who will take care of me and tell me not to worry as he's taking care of everything and he's carrying all the burden for me...(uu didnt tell me not to worry but uu are taking great care of me, ii feel blessed!)
A man who will buy me herbal tea for me to drink anytime as he realises I don't have a good throat...(uu did it just last week =)
A man who will try to understand and talk to me...(we always quarrel cos of communications =( )
A man who will try to understand how i feel and not only want me to understand how he feels...(hmms~ no comments!)
A man who will try to understand the stress I'm in and not only want me to understand that he's under stress too...(ii may not understand the stress uu are in but ii will always put myself in ur shoes thus ii hope uu will understand those stress ii have and may stress upon uu..)
A man who will make meals for me when I don't feel like making meals...(ii miss eating with uu =( )
A man who will not raise his voice at me when he finds that I don't match the standard he wants...(uu only hurl vulgarities ba.. used to it liaos anyway!)
A man who will accept me for who I am and how I look like and will not change me to the way he wants...(do uu really accept me fer who ii am? ii guessed so?!?! =x)
A man who will continue to treat me like a princess like how he did and promised to...(ii'm already ur princess! cos uu made me feel like 1.)
espectations high? lols! guess its our imperfections that brings us together..
ii just hope everything will be smooth again..
This is Joyz'
-LoveStory-
3rd night!
its an early night today..
just finish sending email updates.
soon to play psp then sleep.. anyone knows why psp can't play Rock Band sometimes?
today, not a very smooth day... sigh!!
didnt really ate fer the whole day. no appetite! tell me, how am ii going to gain weight? most of the time rei sees me, will ask me eat fatter.. lols! 1 month left to grow fat! ii need eating buddies!!! ii need regular meals!! and ii need to top up my meal with S-Factor!!! ii need more red meat, ii need more and more vegetables!!! lols!!
joycelyn koh.. uu gotta start now!! its 1 month left..
how funny is it.. while many pple approach me to help them slim down fast cos they are getting married, here ii am, wanting to gain weight.. lols!! how ii wish ii can be like them cos slimming down is easier than gaining weight & with much faster results.
sigh! (baby.. can uu remind me not to skip meals again?:( )
ok.. thats enuff fer today.. am looking fer home-based telemarketers.. good payout! (script will be provided)
may consider looking fer a trustable person to help me with admin stuff. home-based and need to take pride in completing my admin stuff cos it is impt! but pay not high cos home-based. =X
anyone interested in earning extra? hehees!
有谁会在乎 有谁会想念 沉默的瞬间 寂寞却伴着我长眠..
just finish sending email updates.
soon to play psp then sleep.. anyone knows why psp can't play Rock Band sometimes?
today, not a very smooth day... sigh!!
didnt really ate fer the whole day. no appetite! tell me, how am ii going to gain weight? most of the time rei sees me, will ask me eat fatter.. lols! 1 month left to grow fat! ii need eating buddies!!! ii need regular meals!! and ii need to top up my meal with S-Factor!!! ii need more red meat, ii need more and more vegetables!!! lols!!
joycelyn koh.. uu gotta start now!! its 1 month left..
how funny is it.. while many pple approach me to help them slim down fast cos they are getting married, here ii am, wanting to gain weight.. lols!! how ii wish ii can be like them cos slimming down is easier than gaining weight & with much faster results.
sigh! (baby.. can uu remind me not to skip meals again?:( )
ok.. thats enuff fer today.. am looking fer home-based telemarketers.. good payout! (script will be provided)
may consider looking fer a trustable person to help me with admin stuff. home-based and need to take pride in completing my admin stuff cos it is impt! but pay not high cos home-based. =X
anyone interested in earning extra? hehees!
有谁会在乎 有谁会想念 沉默的瞬间 寂寞却伴着我长眠..
我是在等待 你的回来~~ ='(
This is Joyz'
-LoveStory-
2nd night!
ok... today its the 2nd night... (or morning. =x)
tuesday passed very fast.. and tmr will be faster.. cos will be packed in schedule.. ii hope all go smoothly.. lols!
what ii did today? hmms..
was supposed to meet kappo, but overslpt =x slpt till 4pm.. then nua on cosy bed till 5+pm.. *hungry!* min went to buy KFC fer me.. thats the only meal ii ate fer that day.. lols!
started to watch Red Thread at 6+pm ii think... so nice lo.. missed many episodes le.. its a must-watch drama!! cos uu can see the different values of people.
and in order not to waste my time doing nothing worthy (eg: nua, watch drama, play games.)
ii did some follow ups and updating.. (housekeeping - thats what *Eric* names it, whenever he wants me to organise his customer base) miss working with him.. hahas! but wunt go back and be tied down to working hours.
Due to heavy procrastinating, my updates were SO Much that ii still can't finish updating my mobile phone part.. and my eyes already going blurry liaos.. @_@
well, my payback fer procrastinating and being lazy to update everyday..
at least ii have finished updated and housekept my email.. now they are clean and organised ^^6
next time ii will find a person to help me.. until ii found someone willing to help ba! x_X
gotta turn in liao... need to slp!!
*ii.miss.uu 01072009*
tuesday passed very fast.. and tmr will be faster.. cos will be packed in schedule.. ii hope all go smoothly.. lols!
what ii did today? hmms..
was supposed to meet kappo, but overslpt =x slpt till 4pm.. then nua on cosy bed till 5+pm.. *hungry!* min went to buy KFC fer me.. thats the only meal ii ate fer that day.. lols!
started to watch Red Thread at 6+pm ii think... so nice lo.. missed many episodes le.. its a must-watch drama!! cos uu can see the different values of people.
and in order not to waste my time doing nothing worthy (eg: nua, watch drama, play games.)
ii did some follow ups and updating.. (housekeeping - thats what *Eric* names it, whenever he wants me to organise his customer base) miss working with him.. hahas! but wunt go back and be tied down to working hours.
Due to heavy procrastinating, my updates were SO Much that ii still can't finish updating my mobile phone part.. and my eyes already going blurry liaos.. @_@
well, my payback fer procrastinating and being lazy to update everyday..
at least ii have finished updated and housekept my email.. now they are clean and organised ^^6
next time ii will find a person to help me.. until ii found someone willing to help ba! x_X
gotta turn in liao... need to slp!!
*ii.miss.uu 01072009*
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